Anyway, i'm really tired now. I feel like going out to shop but everyone's too tired or busy. We might be getting our results in 2 weeks time, so.. *bites nails.

Class today was okay. Except i made a lot of mistakes today. My prolongation wasn't long enough and... woah. Disappointed with myself today. But anyhow.. I went to grandma's place to eat and pack some food home. I stayed there for an hour and sometimes, i look over to the bed grandpa used to sit/lie down. Makes me sad sometimes. But when i think again, there's no need to be remorseful. Like i always tell myself, and how many others who've told me, he's in a better place now. However, there's always something missing everytime i step into the house. I miss him and it's almost been 3 months.

PS: Usually, prayers are answered. But will my special prayer be answered? I don't know why i prayed for that, though. Is it because i really long for it to happen? Because i put my heart and soul into it? Or am i just reading too much over the incidents?

, osn.

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