1) I lost a loved one for the first time in my 16 years.
2) There was a short period of stress and depression.
3) My sweet sixteen, celebrated with friends at Pasir Ris Park.
4) The 'DEAL OR NO DEAL' thing in class. LOL
5) I passed a sensitive issue to a teacher of mine to handle it for me(although it didn't seem much of a help lol)
6) Star-strucked by a gazillion actors and singer. EG: Adam Levine from Maroon 5, Kim Jeong Hoon, Dennis Oh, and many many. HEHE
7) Concluded that Micheal Buble has a sexy voice!
8) Went for a movie(Spiderman 3) with mummy - only both of us!
9) CLASS CHALET! - filled with memories that are etched deeply in my heart, body and soul <3
10) Ever realised how it is so difficult to part with something that has been so dear to me - 4EA~ & Ah gong
11) Learnt to be more and more patient by the day
12) Control my temper(just recently ^^)
13) Named my first mcsteamy. HEHE
14) Have a song that reminds me of a particular stranger - Neyo's Because of you XD
15) Help my brother video his soccer moves XD
16) Be mad at some people at the same time
17) Make my own miniature carousel! TEEHEE!
18) Have a laptop
19) Have my own Al Qur'an
20) Got closer to my girlfriends despite temperamental times that led to small fights (of which we've grown closer than ever!)

21) My first super breakdown, and had mariame come to console me

I haven't listed down everything but that's about the most important things that i can still remember vivdly. Sometimes, it's good to think back. Makes you smile, cry and laugh at the same time.

This morning, i woke up from a very bad dream(i won't type it here) and smsed bestie about it. Came online by his request and talked about. Felt slightly better i guess. Thanks! Then i left to clean up my room, change the bedsheets, curtains, then helped mum in the living room. Our house looks much brighter now. it was so gloomy during Hari Raya this year.. And like i said before(i think), the feeling this raya wasn't right. And after that, we knew why... (: Cleaned up, ate lunch, then blah blah. Mostly on the computer. 24/7 computer. ^^

PS: I miss you grandpa. I can't help but feel bad for not being by your side. At least i got to see you for the last time, kissed you on the forehead, and still think about you while i was doing my paper. I got angry at mum when the family didn't allow me to visit you at night, and that they didn't inform me of your passing. But they said it was all for me.. I wish things had changed then. But what has happened, has happened. And i truly, deeply, miss you.

, osn.

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