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Time, I've been patient for so long
how can i pretend to be so strong?
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OSN, 14061991Chinese/Malay, Muslim, RMIT (Bbus Mgt Finance Major) Year 2, TP Business - Banking & Finance (Graduate), B.I.G, TPVC. Loves God, family, friends, photography, videography, sports, music, movies - LOTR, Transformers, European history, Japanese & Korean culture, Julia Roberts, Whoopi Goldberg, huge KPop fan, books by Jodi Picoult, Stephenie Meyer & Khaled Hossen Tagboard
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27 April 2009, 10:29 pm
again & again I overslept again today -___- Lesson learnt: Don't put the alarm clock under your pillow. HAHAHA, how silly. I managed to get to tutorial without being marked 'absent' though :D Class ok; found out that there ARE a couple of familiar faces in class now. Seem to only be the guys though D: Alex (B.I.G), Cheng Yong (through Wei Lun), Nicola, Eric and Dennis (through Public Speaking), Esmond from 1B21 and i suppose that's all. I think i'm really lucky. Simply because i found another fangirl in class XD Anyhow, meeting with VC at 1830 just now. I was feeling pretty tired (even though the day wasn't tiring at all...) and didn't talk much - i felt bad about not contributing actually. But i truly hope i can do better in future. Travelled back home at around 2130. Was feeling slightly emo again. Have been thinking a lot again. I miss a couple of very important people to me. I realise how long we haven't spoken to each other. And how bus rides are so different! ARGH! Even after one year or so, i still haven't gotten over the fact that the dimwits are separated now. I'm deprived of the amount of jokes that we share over our meals, deprived of the times Maira and me travelled back home together and talked about random nothings and all things that had to do with the dimwits. I keep telling myself that there will come a day where we'll all get together again and that our friendship will stay the same. After a year, our friendship's still going strong and i hope it lasts forever. They're a huge part of my life, really. Apart from that, i discovered something today. I think i'm the weird one in the house/family, cousins and all. I think ALL of them love durians but i hate them (i will only take 2 bites at most). My family isn't really fond of sour oranges and i love them and prefer them over sweet ones. Not only that, they all eat watermelons but not me. -______- On another random note, i think the lift here is almost done! I'd estimate around 2-3 months (with all the testing and sorts) - it may seem long but time flies! When it's ready, i'll be hoping that it'll be kept clean. No inconsiderate neighbours who let their pets pee, or throwing their unwanted flyers or vomitting/peeing/dirtying the lift. I wish we had a lift to ourselves sometimes. OH AND. I PRAY THE UNCLE DOWNSTAIRS DOESN'T TAKE THE LIFT HERE. Omg if he does, i will seriously give him a lecture on how he should put a leash on his dog. I had enough. From climbing 12 storeys down or up when he lets his dog out along the corridor (i have to walk along the corridor to get to the lift), to being shocked at its presence and finding a place to hide before the dog goes away, to having my extremely nice neighbour 'block' me from being attacked by the dog and also having their poop right at my doorstep TWICE. They are lucky my parents are really nice people. If it were my brother and me living here alone, i'm sure we would've reported it... It's not funny when i've grown up being afraid of dogs (sometimes even those tame cute ones) because the dog of a neighbour's on the first floor chased me and almost bit my leg. NOT FUNNY. It's become a phobia now. In my life, i only know of one dog owner who's actually considerate. My cousins and me actually. We used to play at the playground often and would see this old lady with her poodle (which is quite big) - we'd say hi to her everytime she passed. And she was the only one we knew who brought plastic gloves and newspaper to clean up her poodle's mess. Then again, that was almost 12 years back. Times have changed - i don't see people like her anymore unfortunately. And when everyone else is worried about the swine flu (plus all the "SWINE FLU OMG" nicks on msn), i'm sitting here shaking my legs XD Just take care of yourselves ok! (: PS: The heat is just... No doubt i've experienced temperatures up to 60 degree Celsius but at least there was wind! God please let it pour again. I'm sure you heard my family and me thanking You dauntlessly when it rained on Sunday! |
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