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Time, I've been patient for so long
how can i pretend to be so strong?
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OSN, 14061991Chinese/Malay, Muslim, RMIT (Bbus Mgt Finance Major) Year 2, TP Business - Banking & Finance (Graduate), B.I.G, TPVC. Loves God, family, friends, photography, videography, sports, music, movies - LOTR, Transformers, European history, Japanese & Korean culture, Julia Roberts, Whoopi Goldberg, huge KPop fan, books by Jodi Picoult, Stephenie Meyer & Khaled Hossen Tagboard
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05 November 2010, 3:21 pm
A Longing. God, you of all people should know that i'm not a person who rushes into things. I wait for signs or my own courage and guts to start on something. It's been years since i've prayed for something that i really long for. Now, i'm 19. People around me have been asking and even my aunt asked my mother about it. I keep saying i'm fine with things this way. I think i am too. But maybe there's a part of me that wants a change. I cry on some nights asking You to show me the direction i should take or give me a chance or a shot at it. It's slowly consuming me and i hate it when i become obsessed over something that's really not worth wasting time on because when it happens, it happens. So i'll wait. I'll sit tight and wait for it to happen to me. My time will come right? Just like everyone else? I'm still holding on to the dream that grandma had. Yes. It was 5 years ago when she dreamt about it and when my broke the news to me. I'm sitting tight, gritting my teeth, holding my faith. All because i know You will be there for me and You know what's best for me. I'll wait. But don't make me wait too long ok? I beg You please (: I don't even tell my closest friends how i feel about this. In fact, not even my mum. |
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Keep holding on,
because you'll get there eventually. |
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