^ lens flare! (;

There will not be much long posts at the moment. Things have reached to a point where i really feel like a dead person, where i don't have any appetite anymore, where i don't see any reason to smile, laugh or sleep well.

I did smile in my dream this morning at 3am, but i woke up and cried non-stop. Perhaps i'm not old enough yet, to help people make decisions or to advise them. But i still think i'm old enough to know the difference in what's right and what's wrong.

Anyway, my uncle passed away last night. He's not someone i'm close to but we always visit him during Hari Raya and he once slept at my place for a night before. I pray God makes his path easy and bless him. Amin.

PS: A shoulder to cry on, courage and strength. Now.
PPS: Note to self - you need to be strong so that others can lean on you.

, osn.

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