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Time, I've been patient for so long
how can i pretend to be so strong?
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26 April 2008, 8:20 pm
A thousand revolutions per second. I woke up this morning as if something hard and heavy hit me on the head. This, i am NOT kidding. I opened my eyes and my head was spinning like a thousand revolutions a minute. My eyes were following the movement so i shut my eyes hard and covered my mouth (a sudden urge to puke followed thereafter) Luckily, my mum stepped into my room just in time for me to call her to my rescue. I felt horrible. This was my first time experience such a terrible feel, i didn't know what to do. Every move i made (even a sudden jerk of my head) caused my head to spin. The room was literally spinning for me. It lasted for about 5 minutes before mum decided to help me up and get a plastic bag for me in case i needed to... err yeah, puke. I sat up for like 15 minutes before being held up by my mum to get a cold bath. I felt horrible, and i still feel horrible (though at least slightly better) I vomited a bit and then headed off to the clinic. The doctor was...young and the way he held his pen was so different. I mean really different, haha. He said that if i still don't feel better by tomorrow, i might need to go to the hospital to have a check up. OMG. I don't want! I don't like medication and whatnot (though i like to work in the hospital, LOL) Anyhow, mum said it's probably due to my excessive coughing (for 2 weeks already!) and my diet yesterday. I didn't eat any rice :( PLUS the fact that i ate a bit of vinegar with my yong tau foo. Ugghhh, horrible :( Something else hit me that it's probably the stress. Can it really be that? Somehow it seems impossible because i've worked harder than this before and the feeling of 'stress' is different. Besides, i'm filled with less problems right now than ever before so there's hardly anything to be stressed about. I had planned to finish up my work today because tomorrow's schedule is packed. But it seems that i can't do much with this headache of mind. I feel terrible :( And to think with this headache, i actually typed out 5 pages of Macroecons homework on Word for Nicholas. I'm such a kind soul -.- Seems like i need to have a change of plans already. Tomorrow... is going to be hard if my headache doesn't subside. And mum's going to trim my hair now :3 At least i wear my headscarf out to school (yay for going permanent, insyaAllah!) and no one else sees my haircut except my family members. AHAHA. Speaking of my mum... God really planned today (just like He does every other day) well. My mum was supposed to bring my grandma out for her checkup this morning but my aunt decided to bring her instead. So that meant my mum stayed home. Meaning? The reason my aunt brought my grandma out instead of my mum, was so that she could take care of me. God is indeed Great and Most Merciful. It feels amazing that He has opened my eyes this year to see what He has done for me (: My heart fills so warm. On a better note, THE OFFICIAL RELEASE DATE OF TWILIGHT MOVIE IS OUT! 12 DECEMBER 2008! YAY for not having to wait for 2 years! Well, hopefully they come out with movies for the other 2-4 books. SO AWESOME! It opens 3 weeks after the Harry Potter movie. LET'S KICK ASS YOOO! AHAHAHA! I'm so happy! Click here for more videos/trailers/interviews! I remember how i went,"EEEWWW" when i saw Kristen Stewart in Jumper (the last scene) but she looks good in Twilight. At least her eyes don't look drained! And Robert. RED HAIRED VAMPIRE. And psssttt, James and his wig -.- He looks a lot better WITHOUT. HEHEHE. ROCK ON! I can't wait! An article on author Stephenie Meyer: Now, i have to get more rest. BUT BUT.. Just because...   |
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