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Woke up this morning for religious lesson. I wore pink today. The dress grandma bought for me. And i think pink's my good luck charm, no matter how much i dislike it. HAH! The other time i wore pink, i saw 2 people i most missed and wanted to see dearly(suprise suprise!). Today i wore pink and i read well toady :D Or maybe it's the prayers that always seem to work. We reached the mosque and did our sunat prayers like always. Today, i prayed for well being and for everything to smoothen out quickly. I also prayed for myself to be able to read the Al Qur'an well, and to loosen my tongue so i will not make mistakes. Alhamdulilah! My prayers were answered, especially on the reading. I can't explain this feeling when you get something right especially when you have struggled with it for so long. We're starting on the Al Qur'an finally after learning the rules and letters last year. I started Qur'an reading when i was 9 i think. Went to my neighbour's place to learn. I still remember the time my cousin(Abg Am!) would tickle me while i was reading and i'd burst out in tears. Friends would know that tickling me is not a good thing. ESP SHALEN. HEHEHE! After that, when she stopped teaching, i went to the opposite block to learn. I stopped at primary 6. Then my aunt taught my cousins and me at my grandma's place. After that, she stopped cos' she had a few other responsibilities to handle, so my family applied for the english course at the mosque(this current one). Then i met Mutallib at the mosque. Don't know what he was doing there, maybe helping out? OH YA, MOOO! You still owe me my compass. =.=

When class ended, i went home to try cook the pancakes that we bought last week. It's called pancake shake - a pancake mix. Funny, i forgot pancakes were round. HAHA! So the first one was oddly shaped. The second one was round, but too small. =.= The third was slightly better, and the last was too big. -.-" Nobody's perfect lor! Hehe. After that, went to the computer and you know what. Played game and was bored cos' chris, terr and some others weren't online to entertain me. But i still played on cos' another online buddy was on.

Then, played till like 4(crazy right?) and went to sleep for a while. Wasn't a good time to sleep but with God's grace, i didn't have any bad dreams this time. I had a super bad dream 4 days ago i think. Super bad means seeing someone possessed, running around with a dead body. Yea, that bad. So awful. I immediately woke up, bathed, washed my face a couple of times, and took my ablution. The worse thing was that i was alone at home, and somehow i still had a sense of fear in me. *Sigh. I don't feel like talking about that anymore. My first worst worst dream.

Anyways, tomorrow's another day at home. Bro's starting work tomorrow so i'll be alone. -.- InsyaAllah, under His protection, i'll be fine.

Anyways, about yesterday's incident on mcsteamy, told chris about it. But i think he didn't quite understand. XD Told maira about both and she was speechless too. How come things crash into me all at once! ><

I've loaned my money to someone so i don't have any right now. No movies, no renting vcds, no junk food, no outing, no nothing. :( Oh, swimming! :D Anyonnneeee?!

PS: I miss my sayangs! IRAH IQAH FIFI HADA WANI NURUL IFFA DILA HILMI HARIZ KAK IDA & the whole broooood! I MISS 4EA! I MISS mcdreamy & mcsteamy! XD