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Time, I've been patient for so long
how can i pretend to be so strong?
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OSN, 14061991Chinese/Malay, Muslim, RMIT (Bbus Mgt Finance Major) Year 2, TP Business - Banking & Finance (Graduate), B.I.G, TPVC. Loves God, family, friends, photography, videography, sports, music, movies - LOTR, Transformers, European history, Japanese & Korean culture, Julia Roberts, Whoopi Goldberg, huge KPop fan, books by Jodi Picoult, Stephenie Meyer & Khaled Hossen Tagboard
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27 October 2006, 3:07 pm
Breakdowns MAJOR MAJOR breakdowns this week la.. Jickky knows. Haha, been very down lately. Probably cos' of my results la. I poured my heart out for a few nights that had been really ugly. Sorry for not updating. Hari Raya wasn't not spectacular cos' i hate my younger cousin pissing me off most of the time. Only having 3 of my cousins to cool me off and laugh with. Oh, and sadly, no photo log =( Dad not accidentally deleted the pictures AGAIN. Booooooooooo. Anyways, like i said(or did i not), my family decided to go blue this raya. And at night, my chinese family came over for dinner. Like always, it's become like a tradition for our family already. See, it's always nice to be close to your family. It's the BEST. Met my new new nephew and niece, and well, their pretty grown-up already. I really have nothing to say this time blogging cos' yea, been really down and have been keeping a distance from what i have been doing last time. I keep telling myself that i will never be the cheerful and jovial girl i used to be anymore. I'm really broken and i don't think i can be the strong OSN i used to be anymore. Too many failures really break me especially when i really tried hard to make things happen. Honestly, you could say i almost suffocated crying 2 days ago.. So did Viva.. =/ Yea, so far only told Viva what happened la.. Others weren't there so.. yea. I don't know already.. I'm shattered. Really. And with no one to hold me up again, i really feel useless. I keep thinking why the hell i'm even in this household. Blogging about this really make me tear. You can say that the sec 2s really pissed me off on Wednesday too la. Can't they just let me take a breather and not make me angry.. At least i had some space in between their activities, eg, talking crap on the bench with JohnBoy, Terrence and Jickky. Funny people... Anyways, planned my holidays already. Tomorrow, will be going over to Viva's for a Deepa-Raya celebration with the Dimwits, and who knows, us dimwits might decide to go jalan raya at the same time. On the 1st to 9th of November, booked by Mr Low. A MATH. But look ahead! On the 17th, our class are having a BBQ session. And Mr Taufiq even provided us transport! =D Hoorah Anyways, the best news for everyone would be that EVERYONE PROMOTED! So we'll be 4EA next year. Another year together. Woooooot! Grats everyone. And we finally got our class photo! Will put up soon i guess. Haha. Time to start cracking, see you guys soon. Ps: Tricia, sorry la. Now you know. =) ; no matter how hard to work, i know i will not bring glory. only he can. and yes, i am a big disgrace. abandon me then. since no one really understands me, i shall turn to God and not to anyone in this household for i feel that through my years, no one never really understood me at all. through my years, i barely seek help from you guys, instead, i turn to my best friends who helped me up whenever i'm down. yes, i'm a big big disgrace. all's a lie, you are the lie. |
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Keep holding on,
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