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Time, I've been patient for so long
how can i pretend to be so strong?
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OSN, 14061991Chinese/Malay, Muslim, RMIT (Bbus Mgt Finance Major) Year 2, TP Business - Banking & Finance (Graduate), B.I.G, TPVC. Loves God, family, friends, photography, videography, sports, music, movies - LOTR, Transformers, European history, Japanese & Korean culture, Julia Roberts, Whoopi Goldberg, huge KPop fan, books by Jodi Picoult, Stephenie Meyer & Khaled Hossen Tagboard
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03 August 2008, 2:11 pm
bsc camp day 1 Camp was fun yesterday even though the games weren't as fun as the ones during FOC unfortunately. HAHA. But BSC is one really cool club i won't regret joining. A pity i didn't stay for today's games which would be even better. But i'm sure there's another time (; Met really cool people and it was amazing i could remember all 30+ names in the morning at 10am. I was lucky enough to have Sabrina in the same group as i was. Or else, i would be dead lonely. Anyhow, games were fun and all but the best part was always the TP mass dance. Sabrina didn't have a partner so Jiaying, me and her danced together and it was a lot fun! Had BSC dance too, messed up a lot XD But we were watched by the Design club too so :P (But i was dancing over the bridge they were on so that's okay. HAHA) Anyhow, had tons of fun even though we were really thirsty from the heat yesterday. BLOOFERS was my empire name. We had this "show" in the lecture theatre after dinner and it was fun. Battle of the Sexes! I forgot who won in the end though. The games were really disgusting =.= And a really nice Kakak (sister) invited me to join her in prayers at night. I finally know the place to take my prayers. InsyaAllah i will find time to perform all 5 a day. God is really nice to bring me a friend who offers such. I prayed for Him to shower her blessings for showing me the place (: Came back and had a whirlwind i don't wish to talk about. Sorry but it was pretty ridiculous and sometimes i think people need to take in what they tell others too and act upon what they think and say is right. Why can't people try to understand me when i always try my best to for them? Why? If you want people to treat you like you want them to, shouldn't you do the same too? I didn't cry much because i already feel like i'm slowly becoming sicker by the minute. No one knows and i don't think i want to tell anyone because suddenly, i feel like i don't want anyone here to care at all. What's the point anyway? I get scolded but blamed BECAUSE i'm sick so why go through such pain when i'm not in the state to rebut and protect myself? I really no point in explaining nowadays because they won't take it in and consider before saying things anyway. So again, tell me what's the point? Enough of hurtful words and painful moments. I've endured for quite some time and karma seems to be getting on me again. But that's life. And from now on and forever, God is my pillar of strength because He's always been there whenever. I should've told myself this long ago. A pity i didn't realise this much much earlier. On the greener side, i have breaking dawn in my hands! I read till page 2 only. HAHAHA. I will continue after i finish my work (: AND CHEERS TO SUPER JUNIOR FOR WINNING THE BEST KOREAN ARTISTE FOR MTV ASIA AWARDS! Siwon, you're a alien for being able to speak ENGLISH, korean, chinese and who know you might be able to read Spanish, German and whatnot! >< I only wished 13 were there together to receive the award (: I miss 13. PS: I'd rather not waste my breath. |
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Keep holding on,
because you'll get there eventually. |
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