I feel so ashamed towards my mum because of what you did. Yes, i am ashamed of you. My heart sank when i read my mum's message right after my test this morning. I was taken aback and i didn't know what to say to my own mother. It took me an hour before i finally called her to talk.

Why must you be like that? You created inconvenience to my mum and to me. Even though i apologised to my mum and even though she thinks i didn't have to, i still feel so ashamed. Because all i could think of you was how nice you are and how i thought our friendship would last since we knew each other from young. I was wrong. I was so wrong.

I feel so betrayed.

And i don't know what else to say to you. Neither do i know if i can bring myself to talk to you again. I am shocked and at a loss for words. Do you know how i feel? I shed some tears on the way back because i felt so disappointed in you. I felt so disappointed with myself for believing you.

Disgusting, truly.

PS: Direct or what, i really don't care anymore. You hurt my feelings, i don't care if i hurt yours. You don't know how ashamed, upset, frustrated and confused i am right now. What happened to the YOU i knew? Yeah, people do change. But i didn't expect YOU to change so much.

, osn.

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