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Time, I've been patient for so long
how can i pretend to be so strong?
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OSN, 14061991Chinese/Malay, Muslim, RMIT (Bbus Mgt Finance Major) Year 2, TP Business - Banking & Finance (Graduate), B.I.G, TPVC. Loves God, family, friends, photography, videography, sports, music, movies - LOTR, Transformers, European history, Japanese & Korean culture, Julia Roberts, Whoopi Goldberg, huge KPop fan, books by Jodi Picoult, Stephenie Meyer & Khaled Hossen Tagboard
Exits
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09 February 2008, 12:11 pm
Critics I started wandering around blogskins.com again and the urge to make a layout came back to me. I don't know if i might do it again though. I have to admit that as a beginner myself, my skins were quite bad. But hey, i was a beginner right? The people there who didn't create skins and only knew how to comment sure hurt my pride and all, but it was the pros who cheered me on and taught me the codings and such. HUMANS. Why are we like that? Critics may be healthy at times but when someone says,"You should stop making skins," i think it crosses the line of making healthy comments. I must say i felt miserable about things like that(so sensitive right lol) and so i decided to create skins for my own only. Everyone has a chance to redeem themselves in this society isn't it? Even now they have the yellow ribbon to show that we give the ex-convicts a second chance. So, such a simple thing of encouraging someone who's new, is it so difficult? Nevertheless, i truly give respect to the professional ones who've always stood by me and helped me out. I think they got sick of people's intentions to bring down their ratings, that's why they quit blogskins and decided to continue on with their own projects. It's because of such people that i'm quite hesistant to continue. Even if i've improved over the recent years, i don't think i would want to go back to a place where people critic based on their own taste and not the skills of the designer, people who fail to realise how difficult it is to do it(try coding the layout in computer language you kukus - sry, angry. LOL) and those who fail to give support. Losers. On the other hand, i may sound as if i'm jealous and all. Maybe i am taking things the wrong way. Or even, maybe i'm not fit to do this. But i think i'm satisfied with my works and i'm proud of them, so why care about what others think since they don't appreciate it right? (((((::: *I'm so pleased that i've adopted the habit of thinking that way. Makes life much more easier =.= Moving on, i can't wait for school to start. I want to get down to work again. Only 2 more weeks till we get our posting results. I hope WenJian(sec), Kenneth(PAE), Susan the "japanese girl"(PAE) get into the same school/course. If so, it'd be amazing, though i'm not sure why. HAHAHAHA. Maybe because of the company (: |
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Keep holding on,
because you'll get there eventually. |
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