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Time, I've been patient for so long
how can i pretend to be so strong?
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OSN, 14061991Chinese/Malay, Muslim, RMIT (Bbus Mgt Finance Major) Year 2, TP Business - Banking & Finance (Graduate), B.I.G, TPVC. Loves God, family, friends, photography, videography, sports, music, movies - LOTR, Transformers, European history, Japanese & Korean culture, Julia Roberts, Whoopi Goldberg, huge KPop fan, books by Jodi Picoult, Stephenie Meyer & Khaled Hossen Tagboard
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04 August 2008, 10:52 pm
daydream Woke up with a left sore eye this morning. Horrible. Sore eyes remind me of my secondary 3 camp. I woke up on the third and last day of camp with a left sore eye too and went,"Eh? Mahsury (she was sleeping beside me), you got sore eye!" She went,"You too!" *HORROR. I really wanted to end the camp off well but i HAD to get this. Person to blame: Kaifeng. He was supposed to be quarantined on the second day but came down during dinner and looked at me straight in the eyes. Good job, my friend =.= I obviously didn't skip school because of this. I couldn't, actually. Macroecons presentation this morning and it went well i must say! Really awesome because i didn't get the nerves like i did for O.B. I wonder why, though. 2 projects completed (submission & presentation) and 1 last presentation this Friday and then time for exams. Just when you thought you could relax, you really can't afford to waste every minute you're at home. And with the things that i'm going through right now, i'm speaking less. Just...i lost every bit of my happiness that i had for the past few months. Call me weak and whatnot but i don't feel quite right because i feel so much angst in me. I could've torn my journal while i was writing. That's how disappointed and angry i am. Okay, i shouldn't talk about the bad things. Be more positive, osn! (; Just the other day, mariame called me a stronger woman. HEHEHE. Thanks for being by my side and listening to me whenever i need you. I love you girlfriend! Anyhow, presentation was good. First time a teacher/tutor praised me for being clear and what else? I totally forgot. But i did felt a sense of achievement. Hopefully my confidence level would be boosted after this round. Next presentation is on Friday so we'll see if i changed :D I broke my fast and went to the doctor with my mum. We had to sit and wait for an hour or so. I feel sorry for dragging my mum to the clinic after work. But well.. ): OH AND SHE LOVED THE RING! <3 I'm so happy ^^ I have yet to take a picture of it. I haven't had time to play with my camera yet ): Anyhow, i got 2 days MC to At the same time, i pray for the rest of my 4EA classmates too (: I miss you guys so much but i never fail to remember you guys! Teachers' day, we'll meet up hopefully and give our dear teachers a great surprise ;) Back to school, Milton came to TP today for the lecture i was in. Obviously, Weilun (my primary school mate) asked him to come. HAHA! It felt good to see Milton though! Haven't seen if for quite some time and i kindda miss his jokes and part of his annoying schemes during chinese lessons. Milton = chinese lessons + Shalen + random jokes + sacarstic remarks + fun. Seriously, i miss chinese lessons, i miss speaking mandarin for some reason. It's quite hard to find people to speak mandarin with, haha. I'm still trying my best to get my brother to converse in mandarin with me at home. I don't want to lose my touch with the language i have a love/hate affair with. And i do want to be proud of being able to speak mandarin since i have chinese roots. Look at even the Indians nowadays! Some speak better than me! (: People are really becoming superheroes nowadays. They can do anything and almost everything! OMG, Super Junior H's pajamas party mv is out! I've been lagging behind their activities and all! *Off to finish off work and watch mv D: AND AND BREAKING DAWN IS QUITE GOOD SO FAR! Though i think the first few chapters should be probably labelled as mature themes (not that it's too whatever but still..). There were reviews (these people read too fast!) already that said the book was only OKAY because Stephenie could've cut down a lot and got straight to the point. But whateverrrrrr! I'm going to have my own view on it once i'm done. I'm on Book 2 now and Book 1 was amazing. (now i wish diaryland had an lj cut) [SPOILERS]When Bella started having those dreams, changed her diet, saw the baby in the dreams with green eyes... I knew how she felt and what happened already. So predictable but surprising though! I didn't think Stephenie would come up with such a complication. I'm excited to see how the story turns out though! If the baby gets killed, i might hate the Cullens. MIGHT. As much as i love the family, for a baby, they shouldn't kill it off just to protect themselves from the Volturi. At least try to protect it or something. I WANT A MINI EDWARD! [/SPOILERS] If you don't know what the hell i'm talking about, go get the Twilight saga NOW! The movie for the first book's coming out in December 12 so you're still not late to catch up with what's happening! XP I think i made the right decision last year for choosing Twilight the moment i saw it over the book i longed for for so long. HAHA. Fate? Destiny? IT'S AWESOMEEEE. I can't wait to see how Robert Pattison and Kristen Stewart pair up as the most sort-of mysterious couple ever. *excited. AND OLYMPICS IS ONLY HOW MANY DAYS AWAY?! /runs around in circles PS: My dad reformatted my computer ): But i still love it the same (: |
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