This time, i can't help but stay in my comfort zone. It's not ME to ask someone for a favour unless i really want/need something. I try to do things on my own but this.. Obviously i can't. It won't cost a thing, neither will it hurt anyone. I just put that certain person before myself. It's like.. being considerate for him/her by taking away a certain form of benefit for myself. I really can't come to decision. It may be too soon to decide since i have a few more days to think through. But as of right now, i keep thinking about how selfish i am if i were to request. Then again like mum said,"Don't think about now. Think about the future."

Apart from all the messy matters in my head, it feels good to be in school again. Practically screamed in my head upon arriving in school. I do miss my colleagues though.. Have never stopped thinking about them seriously.

An early day tomorrow, so goodnight!

, osn.

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