2) I still haven't gotten over how much i miss my secondary school days. At least twice a week, i'd sit on my table and look at the class photos, remember the best times and of course times with the dimwits. No wonder why so many people say high school is the greatest period of your life.

3) I still miss the Chinese bunch a lot. Shalen and Milton. I need to find some space in my schedule and ask them out for lunch.

4) The situation that i have gotten myself into just recently, i think will help me realise why my parents do certain things to me that make me so upset sometimes. Nonetheless, they teach me to grow up and think of what i may or may not have done wrong. Mostly, my mum's words have often strike to me as hurtful words but when i do a reflection before i fall asleep, i realise that she's only trying to make sense to it and indirectly, helping me mature.

5) On the same topic still, i know i am in no place to reprimand or advice you probably because i'm younger. Only though, there's no wrong to that. The younger people around me teach me things that i realise is right/sensible even though i may be upset at times (everyone has their own big egos). I just wish things would turn out for the better soon; not letting this jeopardize our relationship. We're supposed to be so close, how has this issue brought onto our close-knit relationship?

6) Last but not least, blogging may be a place for my thoughts and whoever the blogger is. I don't mention names when i take my anger by typing how i feel here because it's rude to put out the dirty laundry here. However, people have to learn not to make assumptions and then fabricate stories when they don't even know who i'm (or other bloggers) aiming at. I have been in that place before, thinking that some things that people blog may apply to me. But the best is not to make false assumptions and reading too much into what we may type.

My dad collected the year and a half's supply of contact lenses for me already (we ordered during our trip to Johor the other day). Makes me remember the first time i tried putting them on >< I came from taking up to 30 minutes trying them on then slowly reduced to 20 minutes and then now, 5 seconds. :D It's been almost 4 years now and i'm thankful my eyes haven't caught any infection of sorts, hehe.

Business statistics make up lecture tonight at 7pm to 9pm. AAAHHH. I meant to go for one this afternoon but we couldn't find the right lecture theatre so we decided to come tonight instead.

OH OH. HANA KIMI'S SPECIALS ARE OUT! :3 It takes so long on torrent though ):

PS: Before i went to bed the other night, i closed my eyes and the word 'perfect' came into my head. Instantly, you appeared. Am i slowly going mad?

PPS: I look at you and feel a sense of disappointment. I feel like pulling you back on the right track, to tell you that you are wrong, to let you have another shot at repentance. But i think it's impossible.

, osn.

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