I was on the verge of tears on the way back home. I hate this feeling! I hate leaving the people i find so dear to me. Mehhhh. I'll surely miss you guys and i can't wait for our class outing. And alamak, all make me wanna cry just now. Hahaha. And i'm glad was presented with a lovely suprise this morning. God must really know how i feel. <3 Feel so good at least after that suprise. I really don't know what else to say, cos' i really believe there's no one else better. I sometimes feel like stabbing myself because i refuse to let go and accept whatever that comes. I even told mummy about it - felt quite embarassed. But i think she should know since i told her briefly 2 years back. I'll just pray for the best and wish him all the success.

Anyway, i think i'm paranoid about him knowing these behind my back(like reading my blog or something) but i think right now... I can stop being like that since i won't be seeing him anymore. And God knows how long i'm going to hold on. OSN's crazy thinking about things like that. There was one point i almost had a breakdown while talking to Shamz about it. Speaking of talking to my girlfriends, i had a fruitful chat last night with my darling Maira! HHHHAAAAAA! That crazy girl! I love her to bits! My lips are sealed, i promise. And i'll squeeze more information from you everyday i hope. HAHAHAHA!

I'm home right now, and clueless. I think i'm going to paint my carousel while watching tv. And maybe start making valentines' presents for my darlings(i know we shouldn't celebrate it, but it's just a gesture of our looooongg lasting marriage friendship LOL). I've got some ideas from magazines so i just have to find the materials. Maybe head to Bugis someday(though i'm sure mum won't allow this). I'll post up my painted carousel when i finish it! (don't wait because it might take toooooo loong! )

PS: Umm, super WOW

PSS: Don't miss me laaaaaa, still got msn to keep in touch

, osn.

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