To all the people who have almost-perfect lives and think i'm being a bother, being emo whatsoever, please. Do realise that not everyone has a life like yours and if you don't wish to help me or advise me, stop pretending to, and don't criticise me on your blog. (This happened a year back, but i finally got myself to spit this out) I wish i could call bestie now, but he's out and i don't wish to spoil his outing. And and.. I'm sorry shamz, i can't go out tomorrow. Everything's in shambles right now, i'm at a total lost. I wish school would start already. At least i can stay away from all these and enjoy myself. On the other hand, i wish time would slow down. O levels are giving me the scares already. Today was so bad, i started writing in my journal again. Haven't been writing for almost a month. It's always comforting to write things like that down.. Besides, i wish i could stop cursing in my head. I hope God forgives me for all these.. The anger and pain is... extremely unbearable.

My head's spinning now. AGAIN, i'm sorry shamz..

PS: Thanks Hada.. I owe you. Even for that brief and short stroll and everything, i appreciate it. I couldn't stop crying even while on my way to meet you. Embarassed, but i almost wanted to shout to the world and people there of how i felt.

, osn.

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