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Time, I've been patient for so long
how can i pretend to be so strong?
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OSN, 14061991Chinese/Malay, Muslim, RMIT (Bbus Mgt Finance Major) Year 2, TP Business - Banking & Finance (Graduate), B.I.G, TPVC. Loves God, family, friends, photography, videography, sports, music, movies - LOTR, Transformers, European history, Japanese & Korean culture, Julia Roberts, Whoopi Goldberg, huge KPop fan, books by Jodi Picoult, Stephenie Meyer & Khaled Hossen Tagboard
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03 March 2010, 10:23 pm
don't push me to my limits. Be strong. by ~NadiahOng on deviantART Welcome my Nikkor 35mm f/1.8 :DDDDD Finally! After 9 months of wait (like a pregnant woman), my dad brought me down to Funan yesterday to get my lens. HEHE! Fully paid by myself too! *dance* So happy! Manage to get it for $350. Went to a couple of shops to bargain but eventually got it at a good price from John 3:16 (i think that's the name). The shopkeeper was nice, hehe. I'm super duper satisfied now, i don't have anymore wants. Except the essentials! A cleaning kit and head down to Nikon to get my eyepiece fixed ): Well, will leave that for later. Gonna enjoy and soak in joy and celebration of my new lens. HEH! My D60 looks like a baby camera now, really. Small short lens on a small light body. So cute! 8D Next aim? D300! HAHAHA, that one can wait till i'm... working and self-dependent. For now, i love my camera and lens. The dry cabinet is full also. Camera, 3 lens, dad's old Nikon film camera, 2 box of unused films and 2 other Nikon cameras (those normal ones). Went down to sign up for the AFP certificate programme this afternoon. Crazy hot weather! I walked along the Singapore River and rounded the whole area to find the office. When i finally got there, i was almost rejected (nicely, of course) because the deadline was long over. Felt a bit paiseh. The deadline was the day after my Banking paper! TBH, i'm the kind of person who will keep studying and not go out to do any other things until all the papers were done. So there! That's why i delayed the application. Thank God for nice people in Singapore, i managed to squeeze in to apply, heh! But then i had to head down to Robinsons Road right after to pay for examination fees. SIAAAOO. Blame me for not going out of the house often and losing my way because of that. I circled the whole area again, unknowingly passing the office before. Thanks to JiaShi also for guiding me via handphone! Was so relieved to get everything done. Why? Because i was carrying my ever reliable backpack and a huge stack of notes that i got from the previous office. Felt like a lost sheep... Amongst all the office workers. I didn't tell my mum i had to go so far; really didn't want to worry her because her workplace is going through some major changes and she was busy. But she called eventually. People say it's the mothers' instinct to feel their child's dilemma. So true, it has happened to many times. But i got there eventually. Was kind of angry and laughing at myself. T_T I brought out my camera in hope to shoot but... obviously i didn't. Carried the whole stack of notes, i couldn't even handle that properly. However, with God's permission i did ;) Rested on the way home on the train. Something annoying happened though.. I mean... when i wanted to alight at Khatib (my new route - alight at Khatib, board a bus home; less walking!), there's this guy standing by the door. 2 other female students were standing behind him and there was no way, absolutely NO WAY i could get out without anyone of them moving aside. The train wasn't even packed in the first place! They could've move back to let me pass. But this guy... chose not to budge. I stood up while the train was moving towards the station. Stood beside him and hoped he'd move. HE DIDN'T. So i excused myself politely, HE STILL DIDN'T MOVE. (PS: He wasn't even listening to any mp3 or what la). By that time, the train had stopped and the doors opened. I was so mad! I pushed him with my backpack and squeezed my way out. How stupid can these people be? Hello, you're wearing a business suit! Can't you act like someone who actually deserves to wear the suit? Perhaps he was deaf or just... stupid. I cannot tolerate these people.. And guess what? He dared to glare at me! Err.. You refuse to move. I couldn't get out. Of course i push ah, then what do you expect me to do? Say excuse me again? BY THAT TIME, THE DOOR WOULD'VE CLOSED DUDE. So angry! Something happened AGAIN tonight and i'm too happy with the way the day ended. Some people need to learn their manners, some need to learn how to be considerate to others, some just... need to start everything from scratch. Is it just me who fails to understand these people? OH WELL! Tomorrow's a brand new day and i shall leave whatever happened today behind when i go to bed. And... the burning smell is back. Suffocating ): PS: You can make me look like a bad person for rejecting you. But you know, you've crossed the line. You have embarassed me in front of my family members again tonight. It's not funny. I know they're my family and i have nothing to hide or to be ashamed with them. But i am. |
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Keep holding on,
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