My thoughts are all jumbled up tonight. I feel glad but a piece of me wants to punch something so badly. I think my anger has accumulated over a period and i feel like if someone's going to make me mad, i might as well just give him a tight punch. I sound so violent :/ But i am trying really hard to control my temper and not throw tantrums anymore. I'm 19 going on 20 and if i don't want to be like someone, I better work it out now.

Anyway, i need to borrow/buy a new book. I like re-reading my old books but it's no fun when i know what's going to happen next. I'd like to borrow books from the library but it's like a chore and quite a bother when you have to watch your reading speed and the due date. I always end up having to renew my loans because i get busy sometimes. Maybe i'll get a new book then. But who can recommend me a good one? :/ I really love the last one i read. Khaled Hosseni's A Thousand Splendid Suns. It has left me a deep impression and probably impacted my life in one way or the other...

What book will have that magic on me?

PS: You know me best. Obviously. When i miss my family so much, You bring them to me in an instant. Just like this evening.

, osn.

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