Cos i'm pissed and feeling very cheap cos' of that ass. I'm going to expose this cos' i want him to feel the embarassment and hurt the way he made me feel so.

Zaky. Let's see what you've done over the years. Your achievements. Firstly, you tricked me into believing that you're Mutallib while using his account and impersonating him but in the end, failed to keep your own mouth shut and revealed that it was you the whole time. Secondly, sec 3 camp. Yes, i kept cheering on Matin to complete the obstacle courses cos' that's what teamates do. We cheer for each other, and was i the only one? I doubt so. And you made the cheek to tell Matin that i like HIM(matin)? Wth la, go get a life duuuude. You pea-brain. GROW UP! YOU'RE FRIGGIN 15! NOT 5! Thirdly, threatened to summon your "spirits" to come to my house at night and disturb me. And what was the i-am-a-child-of-a-religious-preacher thing? And what was the my-hair-got-cut-bald-cos'-you-called-me? Who called who first and stupidly hung up? FOURTH, WHAT THE HELL WAS THIS ALL ABOUT?! Hugging you last year? Allah Almighty knows i never did that. In fact, i never hugged any male friends! NEVER! You think i'm some cheap bitch mediocre giving hugs to an asshole like you? And not to one person did you tell, MY JUNIORS FOR GOD'S SAKE. MY FRIGGIN sec 3 JUNIORS. GET A LIFE!

I screamed, pulled my hair and cried upon hearing what my junior told me. SHOCKED! If you would dare to do this behind my back, why do you not dare to face me UP FRONT in school you coward. I'm harsh yes, but you friggin pissed me off today! TODAY! Especially when i already had such a bad day and almost died in the rain. I now wish probably, i was killed just now. Then i wouldn't have to hear all these shit.

Are you jealous of me or something? Did you do that with the intention of making me look like a cheap bitch and downgrade me? And ya, stop faking that i-failed-my-english-so-i-couldn't-enter-3EA. O RLY. And yet again, what was it when you told me you were educated in America? Get a life la. Bullshitting your way through everything in life right? I'll see what will happen to you in future. Do this to the people around you and i'll see you in a corner battered and bruised. DAMN i wish that would happen.

ZAKY, all the lies you told. Today..today i shall make you feel the embarassment and hey, let's share the pain. No, i want you to take back everything. People, if you believe me (which i hope you do), read what i'm about to say.

1) We were NEVER together
2) Till this day, i NEVER liked him
3) I NEVER hugged this stupid sick-in-the-mind pea-brained immature problematic KID
4) I NEVER want to befriend him again

I always told myself in my heart and on this blog to,"Forgive & Forget". But this, i cannot forgive. I was barely 15 for goodness sake and i had to deal with an ass like you. All the best to you dude. I'm praying to God that once my parents get to know about this, my dad will give you an ass-whooping yelling treatment.

One last thought: Who was ALWAYS his real friend anyways! No one, no one likes him. Really. Now you know, Zaky's the first ass. Zaky, you suck. Go get a life. Grow up. You're 16, SIXTEEN.

; Yes i could have died today. Raining cats and dogs and some @^$%&* cabby drove at high speed and honked at me. I could have slipped an fall cos i honestly knew that i was cos' i ran on the white painting on the concrete road, but i think my guardian angel helped me. SubahanAllah, God is so Great. Thank you to those who pray for my safety everyday (cos' i know mummy does even if i do her wrong sometimes).

ZAKY, i hope you feel ashamed. To everyone and most importantly, towards Allah Almighty. I hope you do feel ashamed.

Today:

At the end of a math lesson yesterday, Mr Low pointed out who had the teacher-look. And a few to name, DingXiang the informal teacher, Jude the professor (my own assumption HAH!), Hafizah, Jamie and me, the "natural teacher-look". That's all i remember la. Hahaha, natural-teacher-look. Wth? Funny funny. I can't picture myself as a teacher in future. Cos' i wanna be a surgeon and i keep picturing myself in the hospital. Not on the bed as a patient la. The one who collects lab results, and saving lives. My goal doesn't stop there. When i'm done doing all my saving and have enough money, i want to do voluntary work InsyaAllah. I want to keep helping and tending to those who need. That's my nature i guess. If i were to be a teacher? Maybe,.. some math teacher. Yea, crazy like Mr Low. No la, i'm loving math day by day and it's probably cos' Mr Low teaches well and i really understand how things work cos' of him.

Speaking of school, i miss mcdreamy around. Although even if he was in school, i don't get to see him much, but at least i know he's near. =D
I don't know why things happen at the wrong time. Yesterday was the worst of the week. I want to wake up and forget about everything...

, osn.

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