And today, we were talking about fate. About babies who passed away at birth. Yes, i used passed away. I really hate the word die. It just seem extremely rude. Right guys? xP

Anyways, back to the main point la. Well, babies who pass away at birth. Yes, i've experienced it. Many times i'd say. Let me relate them to you. = ) Firstly, there's my parents' first child. A daughter. An extremely beautiful gift from God. My mum said she was extraordinary. With such beautiful eyes and perfect eyebrows. But God decided to take her away from us. That, we cannot blame Him. He has his reasons, and we cannot change anything. If we blame Him, we are extremely wrong. Right? Then again, you might say that maybe it's the doctor's fault, and you want to sue him. But think again. It's God's wish that the doctor did have some mistakes throughtout the delivery.

Secondly, my mum got pregnant when i was around primary 2. She was then carrying the baby for around 2-3 months. But had a miscarriage. God's wish again. Just recently(last year), we found out that my mum was pregnant again. But history repeated itself. For this time, i really saw what happened. I cried in front of my mum when my going-to-be sibling gave up. Well, not gave up la. But i saw "it"(let's call it, it.) kept in a tiny bottle in the hospital. I was extra happy when the news that my mum was pregnant. My parents' were talking around God returning us another sibling/baby. We were even talking about our parents getting old, and that my brother and i must take care of him/her when he/she grows up.

But it seems. Maybe God just wanted to test us. Just to see how strong we are in faiths. Sometimes, you can see just how great He is. He can take something/someone away from you, anytime. So you see. we were then talking about these babies and that they would directly head for heaven in the day of judgement.

But my dad raised this question that once you are born, or when you have a soul(when you're 3 months in your mum's womb), your fate is already written. So it is not necessary that the baby would go to heaven. Because only God knows what the future of the baby would be if it was led to this world. True? And again, my mum raised this question.

"God doesn't know if the baby will repent for the better when he/she grows up. The baby don't have the chance to show God that he/she has the will to repent."

Then it all goes back all over and over again. Questions will arise. Never ending. Therefore, God knows what is better. And only He knows what of the baby/child.

So much of that. Tomorrow is Prophet Muhammad's(may peace be upon him) birthday. Let's all say a prayer for him, and InsyaAllah(God Willing), he will grant our recognition to God to bring us to heaven.

may peace be upon you my reader.

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