It doesn't matter how people look at me. Doesn't matter if they talk about me, doesn't matter if they think i look stupid or ridiculous by the way i dress. As long as He sees me obeying by the rules and abiding by His Book, i'll be fine. As long as i do what pleases Him, He will look down at me with Grace. And because i know i am right, i shall not be afraid of whatever criticisms that come my way. You can judge me, criticise me, badmouth me. Bu the bottomline is the fact that my faith will never waver, insyaAllah.

Mum's stuck at work till midnight for the first time since she started about 3-4 years back. Crazy man! I hope she gets home safe - i might not have the strength to stay up and wait for her :/ And since her delicious curry finished this afternoon (by the two guys at home... lol), my brother took the liberty to fry eggs while i did our 'homemade' hot sauce to eat for dinner (kindda like supper actually). Yay! (:

Been taking a look at the pictures on flickr. Amazing stuff, inspires me a lot. It also makes me wish i had an eye for little things. I guess it takes time to train, no? But this is too adorable for words. I think i will photograph children a lot in future. I love and adore their expressions and energy. They're precious!

Also, all my 18 years staying in this flat.. I never realised i could catch a glimpse of the sunset after a few day ago. T___T I came out from the bathroom on a Saturday evening and there was a hard orange glow shining in. This evening, i came back and the sun had set but the sky was a very pretty colour of purple and pink! God is Great! <3

PS: The longing and wait.. was finally over (: Then again, it has returned to haunt me once more. When will be the next?
PPS: Please be well. Please. Do you know you're one of the people i pray for every night before i go to sleep? Been praying ever since... whenever. I sometimes wonder why i make such an effort when we barely spoke! ; FOUR!*

, osn.

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