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Time, I've been patient for so long
how can i pretend to be so strong?
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OSN, 14061991Chinese/Malay, Muslim, RMIT (Bbus Mgt Finance Major) Year 2, TP Business - Banking & Finance (Graduate), B.I.G, TPVC. Loves God, family, friends, photography, videography, sports, music, movies - LOTR, Transformers, European history, Japanese & Korean culture, Julia Roberts, Whoopi Goldberg, huge KPop fan, books by Jodi Picoult, Stephenie Meyer & Khaled Hossen Tagboard
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03 September 2007, 7:00 pm
Fluuuu Flu. Thank goodness there's no school this week. Prelims started last thursday. English and Chinese Paper 1.. Uhh, no comments. Just worried for my english =/ Social Studies on Friday and i laid on the table while writing down my essays. I used up the whole 2 packets of tissue papers and I didn't have enough. So i tried to keep "it" it. MUCUS. Oh, teachers' day was ubber boring. Except the part where Mr Manor sang the hokkien song, Mr Krishna and Mrs Bala sang a tamil song each. Mrs Bala's so sporting alright! She danced while singing. My class had the best "concert" seats! We were right in the middle of the parade square and the "stage" was in front of us! So much for complaining on 2 Jan 2007 that we were the centre of attention. HAHA. Everyone didn't have the mood to do our Prelims when we went back to class. The atmosphere was so different. And i think my mouth might somehow be cursed....Some things i say will happen for sure! That day, i told Eleanor,"Imagine what our class reaction will be when Mrs Bala steps into class during Prelims." And she did. =.= But nothing embarassing happened. Saturday, went to visit my grandpa who was admitted to the hospital the night before. I look at him and i might break into tears anytime. He looks so frail and he doesn't even eat much anymore. It worries all of us of course. Went back at 3 then supposedly, go to grandma's place for a prayer gathering thing we always have before Ramadhan. But i didn't go cos i was feeling terrible. Sunday, went for religious class. And today, spent most of the time doing a math. The 6 papers Mr Low gave. There was thing football thing they had on tv the other time i was watching with my dad. They were stating the odds of the match wins and how many people were betting on this. My dad said,"Gambling....." I was quiet for a while, then i said,"There's no need to say anything ah.. Now even our own kind is doing it." By saying "own kind", i meant our Muslims. Disgraceful isn't it? Why should we condemn the others when our own are doing the same thing? I find myself giving up whenever someone asks me why such person is doing this when he/she is not supposed too. I even asked my mum how i'm supposed to answer to him/her. I can feel my face drop to the ground instantly. But whatever floats their boat. God will settle them Himself. PS: I had a dream about mcdreamy 2 nights ago. Wasn't that bad. SHALEN JIE was there. :D PSS: I somehow wish everything was over and done with. |
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