This Hari Raya is the first without my grandpa. I don't know how to explain how i feel. It'd definitely be a different feeling, different atmosphere. It already is anyway (: I miss you and always try to pray for you before i go to bed. I love you, grandpa. Last year's Hari Raya was obviously not exciting. Both my mum and i felt that the house was so dark and it was a total opposite from our previous celebrations. I guess time told us what happened. But whatever it is, i know grandpa's in good hands. Mum's planning to go to the cemetery. I want to go along too. Grandpa's and Da Jie's. But exams are just around the corner so i'm not sure if my dad will allow ): I pray he does.

(: Nevertheless, still smiling! Haha, and i'm really proud of my dad.

Me (walked into the kitchen for a peek),"How's the cooking?"
Dad,"There, you smell. You like crispy one right (chicken)? The vegetable is there (points to the counter)"
Dad,"Super chef hor.."

LOL. Thank you (:

, osn.

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