We had Act 3 to come to our school to perform for our weekly assembly today. Was quite hilarious la. One though on the show was how people were saying in the past, that Malays cannot marry Chinese and so on. Was kindda thinking a bit. I remembered someone saying that he didn't want to marry a Malay. I think it was Junwei. I didn't exactly ask why. No, i don't think it's racism. I had deep thoughts on why he said that actually. Reflections, yea. Then maybe i though. The impression of the Malay society might have changed his view. As a chinese-cum-malay, i kind of like both the cultures and stuff. Except that the Malay society is really changing. Such a good (serious, good) boy like him, would be wasted if he were to marry a what you call nowadays, Mina. Maybe that's the reason why it was (and still is) so hard for me to like any particular Malay guy. Like my mum said, it's hard to find innocent, polite, pious, kind, soft-hearted girls malay girls and guys nowadays. Not saying that she's siding her own children or anything. But i do agree with her 101%. The Malay society is definitely changing. I see it myself cos' like i said, as a chinese-cum-malay girl, I kindda know what's happening on both sides. As in, CHANGES. How we behave and stuff. It's hard to find people like that nowadays. But i believe there are still a handful of em' living among us. I hope this isn't a racist type of post la. I mean, i love both my cultures, just saying that things are definitely changing, and this change is making everyone change their impressions everywhere they go.

Anyways, the first 2 paragraphs are direct from my journal. So here's the fresh ones.

I talked to my mother just now. Talking about love or like. Girls talk. I used to say i love someone when i crush on him. But now, knowing that i'm still too young to know what is love, i don't even dare to use it. What my mum said is exactly what Chris said. ADMIRE. My mum gave me an example. When you love someone, like how i love my mother. When she comes home later than 9pm and still at work, i get worried and would start giving her calls and maybe throw tantrums because she spends too much time on work but not me. :D But if you crush on someone, you don't feel the same way of how you love your parents. I used to wait for my mum to come back and skip my normal dinner times just to eat with her. Remeber once i told you that i cried cos' my mum didn't want to eat, so i had to sleep with an empty stomach? Trackback post: Not mummy's little girl anymore. Yea, that's called love. Mutual love? So, i guess we shouldn't say love right now. We're like what? 15 year-olds falling in love? PUPPY LOVE la.

I'll end with this.

I LOVE mummy, daddy, jie and kor.
I LOVE my rabbits.
I like the dimwits.
I like my... bed. :D

, osn.

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