Chinese remedials have been.. quite a bore, but at least i get to learn something. Let's see..

1) Report writing
2) Comprehension passage
3) how to decipher words you don't know how to read

Very little, but our teacher goes in depth. I stumble upon a few words while reading but i think it wasn't that bad. Only Don, Melissa, Bok Sheng and i turned up today. Small class =.= Too small maybe. But we had tons of fun.

Went to our 2nd classroom after that (the computer lab). Wanted to help metrosexual to clear the old hard disks since i have time, but he went for prayers so.. I went back with Viva first cos' the sky was overcast.. I love rainy days but now i'm pretty paranoid of crossing the roads on a rainy day. Blame that cabby who almost knocked me down. Imagine if i had died on that day.. What would your reaction be? What would you do? I used to ask my friends such questions, but they keep giving me sacarstic answers like,"I'll laugh at you" or "I'll cry". Sometimes i'm quite serious about things like that. Call me self-conscious or whatever you want. But i do care of what my friends think of me. My attitude and all. Today, i asked Viva to list out my bad points so that i can improve myself. And before he answered, i said,"I know my temper is one of them and i'm trying to improve on that also." HAHA! And another was that i get very easily annoyed sometimes. THEY CALL IT PMS DUDE! No, i'm serious. Even i've felt the change. I get very moody and i lose the mood to talk, have fun, or even eat sometimes. Maybe it's just me, but many girls probably feel the same way too. HAHA, i still can't believe i told Viva that it was probably PMS. Cos' he also said that i get annoyed easily only on CERTAIN DAYS. Maybe those were my bad days laa.

I once told a friend that he/she should improve himself/herself instead of staying the same way. Because he/she was really starting to piss me off and i wanted very much to forgive him/her as a friend. But he/she told me,"If i improve, would i be a perfect person?" That.. I really didn't like that. No one is perfect in this world. And no one can ever be perfect. But at least, AT LEAST if you try to improve yourself, you'll be at a better end wouldn't you? No you will never be perfect, but that's not the point. Improve yourself so that you can communicate better with the people around you, make more friends who will stay by your side. I hate those who dispose their old friends when they have new ones. I don't like that attitude. Me? I'm not boasting, but i do feel very attached with all my friends. To think i still contact my primary school friends although most are hard to reach right now. Take my Nigel daddy for example, Aaron the annoying, Chin Kok etc.. I believe that friends will be forever. But only to those friends who think the same way. Sometimes maybe it's the pride that's keeping you a distance from them. But what's with the pride when everyone's equal?

Wanted to lunch out with my adik this afternoon but he had something on. You know, i feel quite awkward going out for lunch with my male friends. Just not used to it i guess. Everytime i go out with a guy, i'll definitely bring someone along. HAH. I never want to be alone with someone. Except for my dimwits like Viva la. It's not as if i have feelings for them, but it's just awkward to go out alone with someone you're not that close with. Take for example last December's movie date with Mariam. Wanted to go with Eric, Edmund and Don. But i was VERY hesistant i have to admit. So i disagreed. I feel so out of the place in fact. I don't know why. XD

PS: Can someone bring me out to the beach this weekend?! AAHHH..

, osn.

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