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Time, I've been patient for so long
how can i pretend to be so strong?
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OSN, 14061991Chinese/Malay, Muslim, RMIT (Bbus Mgt Finance Major) Year 2, TP Business - Banking & Finance (Graduate), B.I.G, TPVC. Loves God, family, friends, photography, videography, sports, music, movies - LOTR, Transformers, European history, Japanese & Korean culture, Julia Roberts, Whoopi Goldberg, huge KPop fan, books by Jodi Picoult, Stephenie Meyer & Khaled Hossen Tagboard
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21 May 2008, 5:21 pm
Friendships worth the tears & sacrifice (: IMY 4EA! ![]() Why am still holding on?! I'm so angry at myself because of that. Even if it counts for nothing, why do i keep hoping something would happen when it seems out of my reach. IT IS OUT OF MY REACH! -slaps self- I think i should stop being so harsh to myself. It's just that... 'This' has been driving me crazy, running around in circles finding the answers when i know it will never come to me. Ever. Got tagged by Mariame! 1. Pick up the nearest book. "The much-aged woman named Maggie lunged forward with a speed that belied her brittle exterior. She didn't raise the hand that held the back crowbar. That was the hand i was watching, so i didn't see her free hand swing out to slap me hard across the face." The Host by Stephenie Meyer! (SPOILERS! I'm only at chapter 6 - stuck there :( ) The 5 people I tag is: Today's been great. The fact that i saw Kien Seng and Tricia made me feel over the moon. Gosh, i really am starting to miss 4EA so much. Life IS so different without you guys and my lovely dimwits (i can't wait for FRIDAY!). I really should learn how to move on shouldn't i? But i guess we created so much fond memories last year that's why it has been so difficult. And i miss bestie sooooo much. He chatted with me briefly (to ask for a song, zzz) and i was happy! :D You may be wondering why i call him my best friend when we don't even go out for lunch or anything like that. LOW PROFILE FRIENDSHIP! ;) Hmm, it's only the trust that i put in him that makes him my bestie. And like i mention thousands of times that his words always create a bigger impact than anyone else. I miss my primary school graduating class too ): And Mr Ganesan! Weilun told me he's still in the school; which means i HAVE to go there someday! The last time i went back was 2 years ago on Teachers' Day. I wonder if some of my teachers are still there though. And if they'd remember me. Conversation with Chris: I Am Not Online... says (5:23 PM): It may not be funny to you, but whatever! :P I still miss bestie (: Time to devote myself to the projects that's on my hands. 1) Macroeconomics - Country Analysis Mmm, got to start! :3 Gambaru everyone!~ PS: My dear 4EA, please take some time to visit the class blog (tagboard) and state your holiday schedules so that we can organise something. If you could, please suggest an outing. Picnic again? Or, lunch/dinner? Or a movie together maybe? I'd appreciate it if you spread the word around! Take care! GAMBATTE! |
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Keep holding on,
because you'll get there eventually. |
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