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Time, I've been patient for so long
how can i pretend to be so strong?
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OSN, 14061991Chinese/Malay, Muslim, RMIT (Bbus Mgt Finance Major) Year 2, TP Business - Banking & Finance (Graduate), B.I.G, TPVC. Loves God, family, friends, photography, videography, sports, music, movies - LOTR, Transformers, European history, Japanese & Korean culture, Julia Roberts, Whoopi Goldberg, huge KPop fan, books by Jodi Picoult, Stephenie Meyer & Khaled Hossen Tagboard
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22 December 2007, 7:36 pm
God IS Great Daddy bought my brother and me a new Qur'an each, mine in red and bro's in blue. Alhamdulilah. My first own Qur'an. All along, i have been using my mum's tiny one and although i'm quite satisfied with it, to get hold of my own one is even better. May Allah make it easier for me and my family to read the Al Qur'an and understand in word for word InsyaAllah. Daddy also went to collect the Compaq notebook(or rather, laptop) at Funan IT mall this morning with mummy. Starhub offer, so he had me choose between a laptop and a computer. Since i already have a computer(which already has some problems with the graphic card), i decided to get the laptop. Hehe, i think dad's happy with it also cos' he'll be able to surf the net without waiting for my brother and me to get off the computer(which is...quite rare XD) I hope the laptop makes me happy. LOL. Because this baby computer seem to get on my nerves sometimes. Still, i really want to format it now. And hopefully replace the graphic card(the one dad bought the other time was a failure) when the time is right. Today has been pretty alright. Nothing much.. Just woke up, bathed, played game, watched tv, cleaned the house, helped dad with the laptop, eat, then now.. Haha. I cried again during my prayer. I prayed for repentance, and have been praying for my results to be good enough. InsyaAllah, everything will be alright. I have been praying for my O level results for almost 3 years already. I remember crying in front of the Ka'abah, praying for well-being, goodness in this world and the hereafter, and a special prayer requested by my cousin(you know who you are). Although some things haven't been mended, cuzzie, you know Allah means well, and He knows what's good for you. Thanks for the chat at grandma's place that day. The tears that i cried that day while relating my problems to you, certainly took the pain off my chest once more. I miss Madinah and Mecca. It's been almost 3 years since i went to the sacred place. A few days back, mummy asked if i wanted to go back there again. Of course, you know the answer. MashaAllah.. I would give up almost anything to be there again. InsyaAllah, my love ones will also be able to. One day, we shall all go together as a family InsyaAllah. I miss the times i performed the steps with my dad when i couldn't, cried whenever i prayed there, when i looked up during prayer to emerse into such a sight that's endearing. I wish i could have been strong enough to continue performing my prayers day and night. Only if my body would allow me. Whatever it is, i look forward to the next time we go there. This time, as a whole family, with brother along too. With God's permission, may our family(whole family!) grow stronger by each day, and also, perform our pilgrimage at least once in our lifetime. As always, insyaAllah. And prayers do help. They really do :) PS: I think i can't wait for school, yet i'm afraid of it. -.-" |
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