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Time, I've been patient for so long
how can i pretend to be so strong?
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OSN, 14061991Chinese/Malay, Muslim, RMIT (Bbus Mgt Finance Major) Year 2, TP Business - Banking & Finance (Graduate), B.I.G, TPVC. Loves God, family, friends, photography, videography, sports, music, movies - LOTR, Transformers, European history, Japanese & Korean culture, Julia Roberts, Whoopi Goldberg, huge KPop fan, books by Jodi Picoult, Stephenie Meyer & Khaled Hossen Tagboard
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11 November 2007, 8:48 pm
Hard as Hell Evil strikes friendster! I sure hope and pray that he'll not spread false information on the net(particularly friendster) cos' it would sure stink really bad. If he does, i'll probably call the police. And i'm not lying. I've had enough of his childish acts. Gave me a hard time in my upper secondary life. Time to grow up, boy. I still have those emails and all, so you cannot bullshit anyone anymore. :) I'm so tired of thinking about things happening in my life now. There's so much hatred and anger in me, combined with confusion and jealousy. Only God really knows what's happening to me. I've never really talked to any of my girlfriends about this. Even if i did, it's only on the surface. And i think i really need a long talk with Shamz tomorrow.. I really need it. My heart is sooo not at ease right now, it seems fitting in here is harder than fitting in with my friends. Is it just me or the others? Are they doing this on purpose? When i think again, people say things happen with God's permission. So.. why's this happening to me? Did i do something wrong that i deserve this? Or is this just another test that's befall on me? I sure hope it'll end soon or else i might sink into the bottom of the earth with my heart crushed and my mind in a whirl. Life's getting so hard everyday. I'm finding it hard to overcome these problems that i face. Pray for me please? |
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Keep holding on,
because you'll get there eventually. |
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