Here goes my story. If you are easily upset or you cry easily, please please do NOT read this. Well, maybe. (:

It has been sometime since we spoke. In my mind, i thought you had forgotten me. I thought you had forgotten what i said. I miss you so much, now that you're leaving me, it hurts so much to let go of you. Are you still in love with her? Of whom i hate so much, of whom i detest, of whom i envy.

I loved you with my heart, and my soul. But you refused to gave in to me. I may have imperfections, and she does too. What part of me must i ammend? To make you give in. It has been 2 long, gruelling years for me. Yet you went through it smooth-sailing. I miss the times when you called me yours, the times when we smiled at each other as we past by, the times where we used to send each other messages.

Have you forgotten me? Have you? I want you to know that i really haven't. Not one single bit. Everytime i see you, my heart beats. But now, everything has changed. It doesn't tickle me anymore to see you around me. We don't smile at each other anymore, we don't send messages to each other. Has everything changed just because she came between us?

I may be wrong to ask you to hate her.But why couldn't you give me time? Time to love you longer, time to look into you. I can no longer hold the sadness and sorrows in me that i cannot express. Love, have i learnt it right? Love is trust, we do have it. But maybe we were just lying to each other.

I miss the times we spent during the nights messaging each other. I miss the smiles we exchanged. I miss you. I vowed to myself on that day, that i would confess, and on the day that i stopped loving you. But i don't want to say that i stopped loving you. I cannot bear to leave you. I really love you. Maybe not at this level yet, but i really do like you.

Maybe the hurt will stop. But in years to come, i will never forget what i had for you. How i struggled through the times you told me lies and things that hurt me. But it's time to move on i guess. You have to leave my heart right now.

But don't forget me, don't forget the times we had.

<3 osn (i used my initials cos'.. private? lol)

, osn.

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