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Time, I've been patient for so long
how can i pretend to be so strong?
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OSN, 14061991Chinese/Malay, Muslim, RMIT (Bbus Mgt Finance Major) Year 2, TP Business - Banking & Finance (Graduate), B.I.G, TPVC. Loves God, family, friends, photography, videography, sports, music, movies - LOTR, Transformers, European history, Japanese & Korean culture, Julia Roberts, Whoopi Goldberg, huge KPop fan, books by Jodi Picoult, Stephenie Meyer & Khaled Hossen Tagboard
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24 June 2008, 8:40 pm
hello. Satisfied? Not. I wouldn't call it a total letdown because i'm relieved and slightly happy about it. But that's only 1/4 of the story. The rest, let's just say i'm not completely satisfied with how i did. I've let myself down once again. Not only me, but probably mummy too. She said that if i'm satisfied and happy, she will be too. I had to call her after everything because i just felt the urge to talk to her about how i felt. It sucks when you don't have someone beside you who actually gives it a care (i'm not saying i don't enjoy being with my clique in school, they're made up of only awesome). Maybe i'm still trying to adapt to the changes here. Funny how i get the sudden urge to keep my mum in my pocket everywhere i go because i miss her so easily now (: Dad doesn't know yet but i'll tell him when everything is out, promise. At the moment, i'm feeling quite blue. I believe i have so much more to give. I've always told myself right from the start to give it my all. Maybe i'm punishing myself for doing this. But it's probably to make up for all the defeats that i've faced. Even if the stress is going to get to me, i'll do whatever it takes. God helps people who help themselves. So i shall begin with myself and leave the rest to God; because only He has the power to control. I miss my dimwits (again) Add oil! Add oil! PS: I could just wait and hope you disappear, serious. FOR REALZZZ. |
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Keep holding on,
because you'll get there eventually. |
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