My mum and me got the spot in the middle of the prayer area so that meant that the fans weren't really near to us so the heat was one of the reasons that made me feel so dizzy. The second reason was probably due to the fact that i attempted to pray without having dinner. I didn't want to eat yet because i was afraid i would feel sleepy during prayer and won't be able to concentrate. Unfortunately, it's a bad idea ):

So yeah, mum stopped me at the 8th set and said i looked extremely pale. I went to the side of the praying area, rushed to get the towel out and hurled. MY STOMACH HURT SO BAD OMG. Well, that's what you get when you try to pray for 2 hours without food ): Lesson learnt tonight. Anyhow, i stopped there and waited till my mum was done. I almost cried because i couldn't finish the 10 sets. It's a first time for the years that i've started praying for Ramadhan.

While i was sitting waiting though, the incident reminded me of the mornings in Madinah. My mum couldn't follow so i went with my fellow group mate to the mosque (the Prophet's -p.b.u.h- mosque!) for morning prayers. I don't know if it was the heat this time but i hurled every morning during prayer. My dad said it was because my body couldn't adapt to the jet lag but i don't know the real reason myself. Of course i didn't dirty the mosque XP I didn't feel well so i brought a plastic bag along anyhow.

I prayed tonight before the prayer session (we call it terawih) and asked God to give me strength to complete the 10 sets but i guess not. I already felt a bit different from the beginning and it eventually came out =.= AND I DIDN'T SEE MARIAME! *kicku ♥♥♥

Anyhow, fasting starts today! Woohoooo. Ramadhan is here. I need to print the checklist thing and daily prayer stuff. I'm excited. I have a promise and hope to finish what i plan to do this Ramadhan, with His blessings.

PS: I don't know what's up with me but everytime i head to the place, i always wish i would bump into you eventually. Or maybe i was reading too much into what happened in the past 2-3 years. Maybe the devil was just fooling with my head ):

I miss you though... ♥

PPS: I love my brother. I wish i had the guts to say that out to him personally, though XP School's started for him and he's striving so hard. I wish i could help him. Even though i can't, the least i could do is bring him treats to munch on while doing his work. BECAUSE I NEED THOSE TREATS WHEN I STUDY TOO. HAHAHA XP ♥

And ya, thanks for giving me the tip though i knew it from the start. XD Thanks for standing up for me at times. AND I DON'T CARE AH.. Even though mum and dad tease me and say girls marry first, YOU will marry first because you're 4 years older than me XP Bottomline, i love you. My one and only brother! ♥

(homg, that sounded so cheesy.)

PPPS: I pretty much love my livejournal friends. They're made of awesome. And i found more Singaporean Twilight fans too, ZOMG. Can this get any better? XD

, osn.

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