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Time, I've been patient for so long
how can i pretend to be so strong?
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OSN, 14061991Chinese/Malay, Muslim, RMIT (Bbus Mgt Finance Major) Year 2, TP Business - Banking & Finance (Graduate), B.I.G, TPVC. Loves God, family, friends, photography, videography, sports, music, movies - LOTR, Transformers, European history, Japanese & Korean culture, Julia Roberts, Whoopi Goldberg, huge KPop fan, books by Jodi Picoult, Stephenie Meyer & Khaled Hossen Tagboard
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01 November 2010, 7:43 pm
Hi there weakling! I had to take MC today thanks to the stomach flu. I had this uncomfortable feeling in my stomach since Sunday morning and it was no joke. The whole i was curled up in bed and making trips to the toilet. It got worse at night after i ate the leftover food from a wedding my parents just came back from. I actually woke up from sleep to go to the toilet and i had a hard time falling asleep. Woke up in the morning thinking the pain had subsided but as i got dressed for work, i almost vomitted :/ Mum was about to leave for work and she left quite reluctantly. I felt bad for her because i called her to come back right when she just boarded the train ): Yes, i'm 19 and i still need my mummy. Anyway she came back, nagged at me while i clung on to my stomach and burst out in cold sweat. Horrible. But at least this time it wasn't as bad as the previous experience where i really vomitted everything i ate. I still remember how my brother took the role as my caretaker when mum wasn't home. Fed me food, gave me yakult to drink but i vomitted everything out almost immediately. It's not too extreme this time, thank God. Still, the pain is so unbearable ): I cried actually. I'm such a weakling, a baby. I hope i'll be well enough to go to work tomorrow. On another note, it sickens me to the core that i haven't touched my DSLR for months now.. AND THE DRYBOX HAS JUST BEEN MOVED TO MY ROOM. I sleep right beside it yet i have no time to be shutter-happy ): Need motivation and inspiration plz. I feel horrible now though. Better get off the computer and rest rest rest :/ |
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