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Time, I've been patient for so long
how can i pretend to be so strong?
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OSN, 14061991Chinese/Malay, Muslim, RMIT (Bbus Mgt Finance Major) Year 2, TP Business - Banking & Finance (Graduate), B.I.G, TPVC. Loves God, family, friends, photography, videography, sports, music, movies - LOTR, Transformers, European history, Japanese & Korean culture, Julia Roberts, Whoopi Goldberg, huge KPop fan, books by Jodi Picoult, Stephenie Meyer & Khaled Hossen Tagboard
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17 July 2011, 12:38 am
it's all about your mindset, i tell you!  Taken in the car on our way to Frasers' Hill, 8th July 2011 School's freaking me out already unfortunately. I hope it doesn't dampen my spirit right now because that would be such a discouraging thought especially since it's only the beginning. I just have to take a deep breath and do my best. I think i'll be sacrificing my health if i need to this time round. I need this. I need to have faith in myself. And honestly, i'm trying really hard not to show how vulnerable i am right now, to my family. I don't want them to see me as a frail girl who can't handle stress. Usually, i'm alright. But when things get into my head, i'd freak out and bawl. I can't do that now. I'm 20 and i've gone through 3 years of tears, hardwork and pain in Poly. Another 2 more years wouldn't bite. InsyaAllah. PS: Happy 20th to my dear girlfriend, Maira! I hope you were pleasantly surprised by Mariame and my visit at your house today! I'm still extremely jealous that you have 3 adorable younger sisters, mashaAllah!! <3 |
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Keep holding on,
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