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Time, I've been patient for so long
how can i pretend to be so strong?
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OSN, 14061991Chinese/Malay, Muslim, RMIT (Bbus Mgt Finance Major) Year 2, TP Business - Banking & Finance (Graduate), B.I.G, TPVC. Loves God, family, friends, photography, videography, sports, music, movies - LOTR, Transformers, European history, Japanese & Korean culture, Julia Roberts, Whoopi Goldberg, huge KPop fan, books by Jodi Picoult, Stephenie Meyer & Khaled Hossen Tagboard
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20 April 2008, 10:49 pm
In a mental state of self denial. I KEEP DENYING AND DENYING. Now i feel like crap. I can't sleep because of this. Mum's question really made me think and whhhhyyyy. I need to shake these unnecessary thoughts off my mind. One-by-one, they keep coming and they don't allow me to sleep at all. AAAHHH, i feel so crappy. I was just about to turn off my computer and even said my goodnights to the people i was chatting with on msn. And after some random mind-bobbling crap going on in my head, i decided to stay awake for awhile till my heart calms down. How untimely it seems. I wish i hadn't given a single thought of what my mum said. It's just... very unreasonable. I thought i was strong enough to overcome such thoughts and feelings. I keep denying but i find myself stranded once again. It's so... random that i'm typing things i don't even know of. My fingers seem to be lingering on the keyboard and typing whatever is on my mind right now. So please forgive my grammar/vocabulary mistakes and whatnot. I feel so stuppiddddd. AAAAGGGGHHHH! On another note, don't cry girl! I sincerely hope what i said helped you a little. Nonetheless, we're definitely going to try our best to 'revive' these people into doing what we love. What we call passion. Don't think too much into it. We are doing more than enough to help them rather than stand at a corner and watch them sink into what will eventually disappear. Our hard work, our love, our passion. They can decide for themselves and only they can help bring the team to life again. So don't worry. We'll see how it goes on Wednesday. I'll try my best to be there, promise. I STILL MISS MY DIMWITS. I wonder how's everyone doing right now. 1) Shengyang (sunny) Did i miss out anyone? We're such a big group! I still remember our outings! But these are the most memorable ones. 1) Movie: Charlie & the Chocolate Factory) + Neoprints after that XD Okay it's 11 and i HAVE to sleep. I don't want to start off the term struggling to keep myself awake for my first lecture. Organisational Behaviour. UHHH WHAATT? Sounds interesting....... HAHA, but i still can't wait! :D PS: My mind needs to stop. I need to put a stop to the sugar too unless i will go on like this forever. Eventually, i'll end up in a mental prison. STOP IT. I NEED S.L.E.E.P! |
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Keep holding on,
because you'll get there eventually. |
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