Good news is, i managed to get the CDS that i want. Japanese Culture and Language. This is going to be exciting (: Finally being able to do what i have been delaying all along. At the same time, trying to fix my body clock because it's been horrible. Getting worse lately and last night can explain what's happening. It was probably the ice blended mocha but i'm not blaming it since i love it so much, HAHAHA. What an excuse.

Yesterday was a blast and i couldn't help but share it with my mum. She said something that broke my heart (though i had to accept reality and think of the possibilities) but before i could think through what she said, i actually stood up to defend. I managed to convince her in the end. I told her the reasons why and those were the exact reasons for my feelings. I don't usually tell my mother things like that. I hardly. Usually i turn to my girlfriends but it has been a couple of times i've told my mum already. It's not that comfortable (weird right...) but when i'm at home, it's hard to talk to anyone else. Oh well, i hope my mum understood me though.

On another note, i'm starting to defend myself more than ever. Not in a rebellious way but i do my best to explain myself and it has been working well (: Since we need two hands to clap, i make my mum listen to what i say before she can judge my choices. That's a change this holiday. I'm pleased (:

Hmm this morning when i woke up, the issue that had been bothering me the night before still lingered in my thoughts though i tried my best to get it out of the way. Asked my mum and Mariame for their opinions and well, i hope it doesn't change the way i act and anything.

Oh, and the scrapbook is still... not done yet -___- I wonder who's holding onto it :/ That being said, i miss 4EA!

OH AAANNNDDD. I'm going to ask my brother to buy me the Twilight Movie Companion Guide on Amazon.com later :3

PS: Everything it happens, i tell myself, it shouldn't have happened, even though i was glad it did.

, osn.

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