1) puzzled over how easily people confess their love. May i ask how? I wouldn't dare to speak of love till i find the right person. No, i'm not a jilted lover. I just keep wondering how people can fall in love so easily and post mushy things online. I will probably take these words back when i eventually find someone but i doubt i'll be able to do things like that. It's not that i'm not a romantic person. I just prefer to keep it a private thing. Why profess your love online? What if something happens? Will you not be embarassed for posting those things? :/ Or won't you feel weird if your new partner knows of it? D:

2) fuming mad over my final project submission and presentation that will take place in the next two days. I suppose it's a good thing that our presentation is on Tuesday. I just want to get it over and done with AND finally just sit back and relax. Our FA project that's due tomorrow has been dragging on for a month now and it's a horrible feeling to know that. Simply because that's how long we have been worrying and wishing for it to end.

3) hoping that my 'crowning' will go smoothly though a lot of things are not settled yet. No, i'm not going to be crowned a queen or anything of that sort. It's my tooth. The horrible tooth that made me go through surgeries and treatments (root canal by the way) since i was 11. Only ended (temporarily) when i turned 14. I've yet to settle the closure of the tooth (thus, crowning). My dad booked dental appointments for both my mum and me yesterday so we went to get our teeth checked. Apparently i will have to go back to that horrible place to get the crowning done. And it's quite a complicated process in my current situation. I just hope i don't have to go for gum surgery or anything ): The weird thing is, my dentist from National Dental Centre didn't even inform me of what to do except 'get crowning when you're 19'. She failed to tell me that i had to get x-rays done and wait for months to let them make the crown for my tooth. AND that it involves tons of money as well. I know it's not a good idea to let this drag but I'm going to put this out as long as i can till i'm working for my own money. My parents have spent so much on me, i feel so guilty :/ And right now, i don't wish to be a financial burden to them...

4) constantly thinking about internship. CAN TP GIVE US OUR PLACEMENTS LIKE NOW. I haven't stopped worrying since senior year started!

5) dreading senior year. Only strong-willed people can get past year 3, seriously. I know it myself because i almost died at least 3 times this first semester... ):

, osn.

previous   next