Captain's ball tournament just now. No regrets, good job WeiMing, Caroline, Eunice, Faiz, Phyllis, Weilun and Alex. We didn't win anything but i liked the spirit that we had entering the game. I may be thinking too far out but i felt like we worked pretty well together. And after tonight, i think we've grown closer together as well. Sportsmanship all the way. And i hope WeiLun's ankle is fine! Lady luck wasn't on our side today, and maybe God wanted me to go back early also (?) HAHAHA.

Was sweating like crazy and my face was extremely red (reminded me of Jickky because he always made fun of it after every PE lesson). Couldn't bear the feeling of sweat trickling down my face so i resorted to asking a stranger for tissue. She didn't have any but helped me ask another lady! So nice ;)

Then i came home and i felt very unwelcomed ): This is so... open but i really felt ignored. Okay so my mum was tired.. Maybe i can understand.. But.. i came home looking forward to having someone help me take my bag and asking me if the tournament went well or how my day was. But no. All i had was an order to put my comforter sheet on. THE MOMENT I STEPPED INTO THE HOUSE. ??? Couldn't someone just... help me with it? I was too tired last night to do it, too rushed for school this morning and i couldn't get the chance to clean my table also. And... Sigh.

I should really learn to expect less from people. I shouldn't even expect anything from them. Just give and not expect to receive. Because that's the way life works. But.. family? ):

Not to mention i'm feeling extra cranky now. I don't want to talk to anyone (tantrum lor) now. ANd when my mum said,"Aiya, just do it la. Can you not be so sensitive like that and get angry?" NO MUMMY. I cannot. Because the FIRST THING he said when i came home was AN ORDER. Nothing like,"Have you eaten?" or "Tired?" or "How was it?"

...

I'm going to have a nice long bath, empty my head and get down to my work.

And also please... Ms Eelin.. stop pinpointing me out in class :/ I feel so .. ! I'm afraid my classmates would interpret things wrongly. But so far, i think my classmates are quite warm and funny when you approach them nicely (: It's getting better.. slowly (;

Well that's another thing to be happy about other than playing in the tournament today.

PS: WeiMing and his "PRUGS".
PPS: Hungry!
PPPS: Babe, happy for you (: As long as he treats you well, is nice, and it's mutual, all the way! (; You're the first to break the jinx among the dimwits eh! HAHAHA :D
PPPPS: Viva, drink more calcium. Knee cap, leg, etc. TSK! Please take care of yourself..

, osn.

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