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Time, I've been patient for so long
how can i pretend to be so strong?
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OSN, 14061991Chinese/Malay, Muslim, RMIT (Bbus Mgt Finance Major) Year 2, TP Business - Banking & Finance (Graduate), B.I.G, TPVC. Loves God, family, friends, photography, videography, sports, music, movies - LOTR, Transformers, European history, Japanese & Korean culture, Julia Roberts, Whoopi Goldberg, huge KPop fan, books by Jodi Picoult, Stephenie Meyer & Khaled Hossen Tagboard
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22 April 2008, 9:26 pm
It's crazy how stress can get to my stomach as well. The bus was jam-packed this morning even though i attempted to take the bus from another bus stop. At least i didn't need to stand at the entrance. In addition, there was a terrible jam that lasted for almost 25 minutes at TPE. Horrible or not? I met Amalina this morning in the bus, had a small conversation. Nevertheless, i was glad to see her (my primary 2 bestie, schoolmate, secondary school classmate in sec 2, classmates in English lessons in sec 4). I saw Joey in the bus too! When we alighted, we saw Grace there also. 3 of us (and very likely the rest who were queuing up for the 23 bus) were hoping we won't be late, but we were late. -.- 15 minutes late. I thought i was the only one from my class but on the way to the classroom, i saw Esmond and Nicholas. So... sat right in front of the teacher's desk for our first Communication Skills tutorial. Not bad, a bit bland though. I think communication skills is going to be tough for me since i lack a lot of confidence to speak in front of an audience/a crowd. I'm terrible at presentations (i think i'm loud enough but apparently, people don't agree with me, LOL) I'm going to put my best foot forward though. I'll try (: After 2 hours of tutorial, we left for brunch at the IT school. I had fried rice and fish cake today. Not bad, but it was quite pricey :X We stayed at the canteen for almost an hour before heading off to the library to find some space and slack. We had a 5-hour break today mind you! >< The class was very funny though, haha. We went to the 3rd floor and found some seats, but we had to split so we changed our mind. We went to the cabletv room but all the cells were taken up as well. So Joclyn suggested we go up to the top level and slowly work our way down to check for empty seats. So... i think we went up to the 9th level and found nothing =.=, then went down to the 8th and finally settled down at a huge table. We waited for Jeremy and Elene (our SLs - synergy leaders) to come and join us for a movie or something. And i think only 9 of us went for the movie. The guys didn't want to come along (except the self-proclaimed 'pretty boy' Nicholas) so we went off ourselves to TM. Elene related to us her lesson for driving and all. Jeremy got his license already! Elene is still trying to get her license (let's not spill the secret, HAHA) and related her stories to us. Very interesting and entertaining! It was so funny XD I told my mum i might start the course next year or something :P We caught The Forbidden Kingdom. The show wasn't that bad, but i wasn't impressed by the story plot. It was a bit boring for me. Of course, the partnership between Jet Li and Jackie Chan in the fighting scenes were always a plus in movies. I enjoyed the humour and action at the same time. BUT BUT BUT. When Jet Li first came into the scene in white robes and a white horse.. GANDALF! I almost shouted it out in the cinema, HAHAHA. White robes and white horse! Who wouldn't be thinking of the white magician? I loved the female witch (i think she was nicknamed the Eagle) though! The white wig matched her features and skin perfectly. Actually, i reminds me of Alodia on DeviantArt. I'm watching her deviant and her photographer so i usually receive updates on her shoots. Maybe you should too XD I think Alodia looks like the Eagle. Especially in her shoots where she wears a bleached wig and blue costumes. Anyhow, like a few of my classmates mentioned, the show would've been better if the speech was in Mandarin. I think i've given more than enough spoilers XD We were just on time for our 4pm lecture and got seats at the back of the lecture theatre. The guys in front of us were so tall >< Dian and i had to shift our seats to get the full view of the screen. I wonder if the air-conditioners work though =.= The 2 lectures that i've been to so far has been so warm. And we're going back to the same lecture theatre for tomorrow's 2-hour lesson. ): I planned to get the lecture notes after lesson but we decided on tomorrow instead. So i'll most probably be lugging home tons of stuff tomorrow. So i decided to meet Joey at the 'mushroom' (it's become a trademark for all TP students already) and head home together. We went to TM for a bit to find a cake for my brother and pay Joey's colleagues a visit at Isetan. I decided to have McFlurry today, HAHAHA. I've been craving it for over a week already and i don't think i could last any longer :X We took 39 back home today and got seats. The 969 queue was...needless to say, ENDLESS again today. And i think forever, unless they come up with something else. THE BUS RIDE WAS SUPER LONG THOUGH! Like.. 1 hour and 15 minutes! After about 30 minutes, i looked out and went,"WE'RE STILL AT TAMPINES? o.0?" -faint- So from today onwards, it's either 1) Wait for 2nd/3rd/4th 969 bus to get seats or 2) Wait for the 1st 39 bus to get seats. I had a short nap in the bus after travelling for 45 minutes. Woke up just in time to get ready and alight. Came back and was totally shagged. I was thinking of bathing then going straight to bed but i'm not used to that routine. Haha.. Lessons start at noon tomorrow but i might be going to school early to get my books and lecture notes. Mm, going to try my best to navigate better cos' i almost got lost today -.- Anyhow, i told Joey about the letting go part today and she's the first. I NEED TO WRITE A LETTER TO MY GFs! Somehow i feel more... relaxed now? I'm not thinking about anything else but school and how tired i am. I'm usually just fantasizing about crossing each others' paths again but for what? What am i waiting for anyway right? I don't even know it myself (: It's not like i have someone new in mind, it was just something i decided wasn't worth. I'm not saying that mcdreamy's not worth because up till now, i see him someone i would like to have. Crazy and childish but, AAHHH. I said i'm only 17! But anyhow, 3 years was long and...plain. HAHAHA. Oh well (: That was pretty random wasn't it. I had to get it off my chest or else i won't be able to continue. Another thing that happened today. I cried a bit (really a bit!) thinking about grandpa. Half a year passed without him and it only seemed like days ago. <3 How random (: Tomorrow's Wednesday which means, IFC. I hope i'm strong enough to go for training. Currently, i feel as if my head's going to explode. Random again. I bought my brother a chocolate cake for his 21st birthday today. I was very upset though. Because he cut it without me knowing :( Mum said he was too hungry, but i don't know why i felt my heart shatter. *Sigh. I still haven't got his present ready and i feel horrible. School has been good but tiring (probably because of the travelling, horrible la ): ) And i think i must give myself time to adjust to this routine. I might as well surrender to supplements soon. OH, AND TONIGHT'S MATCH. Exciting! But i won't be up to catch it :( Go Liverpool! You'll Never Walk Alone Let's show Chelsea what we did last season again. I'm nervous but at the same time, excited. Aiyaaaaa, i must stop being so random. My mind's about to explode. I need sleep! I need my cough to... BE GONE! Goodnight yall. PS: i can't think of anything. so. BLANK. Something i found on friendster btw. starting time:
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