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Time, I've been patient for so long
how can i pretend to be so strong?
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OSN, 14061991Chinese/Malay, Muslim, RMIT (Bbus Mgt Finance Major) Year 2, TP Business - Banking & Finance (Graduate), B.I.G, TPVC. Loves God, family, friends, photography, videography, sports, music, movies - LOTR, Transformers, European history, Japanese & Korean culture, Julia Roberts, Whoopi Goldberg, huge KPop fan, books by Jodi Picoult, Stephenie Meyer & Khaled Hossen Tagboard
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12 September 2008, 2:34 pm
ikemen boogie 8D I don't know how i'm feeling right now. Neither happy nor sad. All i know is, i won't speak to many people today. Maybe i'm angry but only slightly. I don't want to get mad, i want to forgive. But i find it so difficult because you don't know how much i treasure this friendship. Only told 2 friends about this issue lately. Both told me to stay calm and not break this bond that we've created over the years. But i do know that i may not have the willingness to talk to her right now. I'll just wait on her to realise what's missing (: Random thoughts: One thing that i believe in... That if you plan on going for terawih (night prayers). While heading to the mosque, no complaining/gossiping/cursing/say anything negative. If you do that, wouldn't the deeds that you're going to receive be erased? That's just my POV. I don't think it's right to talk too much about the bad things in life when you're going to perform prayers. It goes the same way when prayers have ended. I don't know how to tell you (because i haven't mastered the skill of controlling myself and to persuade you to change) and all i can do is nod my head. God knows what's on my mind. I hope and pray He will help you change. I think we're all praying for you. I'm going to take the afternoon off to read Breaking Dawn. PS: The perfect antidote for the heart. |
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Keep holding on,
because you'll get there eventually. |
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