So, my class decided to forgo the idea of participating for CCN day. Upset much? Maybe :( Why does it seem as if we lost the class spirit we had for the first few days/weeks? Psshh. I shouldn't blame anyone because i think somehow, i'm one of them too, hehe. Maybe we're still trying to adapt to the environment, like lost sheeps. I stil think i will get lost within the school compound. Besides our very own Business School, i WILL lose my way without someone by my side. And guess what? Our next Accounting lesson is going to be at the Engineering School -.- Which is really farrrrrrrrrrrrr. Anyhow, i once mentioned here that CCN day is like our secondary school's Garage Sale. *sigh. I miss the 4EA spirit we had last year :( Garage sale last year was so crazy last year with almost the whole class at the stall. I wish someone had taken pictures of us with the stall. I remembered bags pasted onto the pillars, shaowei (or was it someone else) shouting for "free kisses", our "wheel of fortune" painstakingly made by Mariame, and simply the counting of money at the end. FINE so i was helping clear the rubbish with the big black garbage bag but i kept checking on how far we were going. Then everyone was ecstatic to learn that we were the the top earners. *SIGH. Awesome memories! I MISS YALL! I miss our chalet last year! HAHAHA.

I feel so sleeeeeppyyyy... At least i start in the noon tomorrow! :D:D:D:D

Someone i know was my hero this morning. IN MY DREAMS. No, i'm serious. It was a crazy dream because it had my worst nightmare there, and to have someone to save you, felt especially great HAHA. I shan't mention the person here :P You know i won't. It was just a dream anyway, and it isn't within those 'auspicious times'. I think i'm being too harsh calling the other 'him' a worst nightmare. No matter what, he was still a friend, someone i treated like a brother. I guess we could only stop there because some things just cannot be brought further. I didn't regret making the decision i made 3 years back (: Then again, even though he became someone i came to dislike because of what happened, i still wonder where he is now. I haven't heard of him ever since O Levels ended. And thinking about this, made me ask this question,"How will i react if i see him on the streets? Because of what happened, i highly doubt our friendship would ever be the same again..." Hmm... Sometimes i wish i could see the people i haven't seen for a long period of time. But this time, i'm pretty half-hearted.

One more thing... I hope this someone stops stereotyping. Because i have friends like how he mentions and i DO NOT think the same way as him. I'm starting to think against his thoughts. I hope i keep calm and not make this an issue to debate aggressively against him (:

PS: mcdreamy ...
PPS: I finally wrote in my personal journal a few days back. I wish there were more pages to fill up, to accompany throughout my best and worst times.

, osn.

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