It wasn't easy to get through the day though. Couldn't help worry about a couple of things and also upset over my results. I didn't put my hopes too high this time, but i'm still upset at the turnout. As of right now, i'm really clueless as to what i should do.

Also, regarding a "friend" which has made me see what kind of person he/she is... In some ways, i'd like to thank him/her. Because what happened helped me realise how i should act in such situations and how important my family is to me. How they are always there to help me and root for me. I just hope that this "friend" gets my message. I know i'm not the only one, because it even came out in the papers.

(This post is so.. paragraphed every where. So many different things!)

And i think i've become more thick-skinned in one way or another. If you're sneering at me now, HEY! I NEED TO LIVE FOR MYSELF TOO. If i don't become who i am now, i will be taken for granted FOREVER. I need to live for myself. I need to do things for ME. I reflected a lot over the past few days and i realised that fact. I need to do something for myself. I realised i never really did something for myself - something i want to accomplish because I WANT. Not whoever-so wants me to.

So i will. I shall. I just... need to think of what i really want, whether it's feasible or not, and when. (OMG. Cue: Personal Financial Planning/Principles of Management!)

"Goals must be SMART. Specific, Measurable, Attainable, Relevant, Timeframe."

D:

Alright, off to play with my new financial calculator. HEHEHE. The lesson yesterday was super fun! (;

, osn.

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