I have yet to write down my to-do-list this Ramadhan. Have been too busy to do anything except study. I don't know if i have been productive though i sit at my table writing for almost 8 hours plus. Not to mention how i have thought through certain things at the same time. A feeling of regret. If it isn't too obvious, i should have worked harder. I wouldn't be where i am now if i had worked harder. But one should not hold on to those emotions because it can kill you. Besides, everything happens with God's permission. Shouldn't we accept our fate that has been laid out by the Almighty? The only thing that comforts me is the fact that my life has been planned out by Him. And that whatever that may come is only possible with His permission.

Last week while i was still slacking, i managed to read some stories of our Prophet (peace be upon him). Can i say how inspiring he is? Though i admit i only read the stories about him as a husband, he's an amazing man. There are many things we do not know and it's time we went to look for knowledge. (Do you know God grants you good deeds for studying too?)

Things that happened over the past few days... Hopefully it will fade. It's Ramadhan. Time for a change.

I'm going to make my list now~ (:

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Eid Mubarak!!

, osn.

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