It's been a warm warm day. And i don't know what's up with my eyes cos' they were so tired yesterday, almost felt as if they were swollen(it's really not swollen though). School's starting soon and i think i'm going to ill soon. -.-" It's always like that. Hope everything will be fine eventually. AND! Good news! Benji's going to the same school for the 3 weeks course too! So it won't be as bad as i've imagined. Still can't believe he sent me he message at 1am and i replied at 11am. Haha. Anyways, called him to confirm after that(with my sleepy voice i think) and was overjoyed. So, i guess there's more to look forward to. 1) Meeting my pri 4 bestie JieLing in school again, 2) Schooling with Benji(our Bihanna XD), 3) Probably get to see mcdreamy too. And i still have this weird feeling of what's in my head(i won't say it here cos' it'd be very very obvious i think). I wished some things i haven't found out and never got to investigate the situation at all. But i guess <s>shit</s> things happen.

Anyways, today was boring. I kept trying to get myself occupied with something to do and i couldn't find anything. I started painting my carousel last night and the colours came up so bad, i didn't have the mood to complete it anymore. AAAGGHHH! Should have been more patient and find good poster colours. It's so horrible now, i've painted 1/5 of it and i'm so depressed already. *Knocks head on the wall.

Okay. I'm gonna say bye to my game mates then delete the game. :( No more games till 2 more years? If i do get into a JC, then i'll have my promotional exams next year end so no time for playing. Right after that, must keep studying for A's the year after. OMG. No more time to play already. AND AND, why am i thinking THAT far?

PS: I wish i had a balcony, so i can let my mind run free with the doors closed, the wind blowing towards my face, the sun shining down on me, plus a slight drizzle. That'd be so nice :(

PSS: I miss the classroom, the people and everything that we had left behind =/ - sucks real bad.

PSSS: Do credit me if you take the picture up there ^^ - needs no explanation or elaboration :P