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Time, I've been patient for so long
how can i pretend to be so strong?
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OSN, 14061991Chinese/Malay, Muslim, RMIT (Bbus Mgt Finance Major) Year 2, TP Business - Banking & Finance (Graduate), B.I.G, TPVC. Loves God, family, friends, photography, videography, sports, music, movies - LOTR, Transformers, European history, Japanese & Korean culture, Julia Roberts, Whoopi Goldberg, huge KPop fan, books by Jodi Picoult, Stephenie Meyer & Khaled Hossen Tagboard
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05 March 2009, 11:40 pm
It's raining tonight! <3 After almost a week or so... the word i've been thinking of to express how i feel finally came to me tonight. -____- Nostalgia. Like the rain right now... I miss everything little bit of those. I want all those back. Though they may not come off as the best times of my life, it made me really happy to be with the people i feel comfortable with. After saying this, i realise i have a problem to adapting to the current situation. A new school (not new anymore la... almost one year but..), new environment, new group of people... Spending the time this afternoon with Sunny and Viva was precious (: Although we were missing out on so many other dimwits, it felt nice to watch a movie, have lunch and talk nonsense. What's best... we all leaned on each other and talked about our problems. Everything came off my chest over lunch. I think they managed to do the same. I don't think i'm the only one who misses all the times we had. Yeah, we did complain. How we couldn't wait to get out because of the food, and some other things (cannot say la...). Little did we realise that we would be facing crossroads and all of us will be going in different directions. I think i was one of those people who didn't give a thought about 'life after graduation'. Simply because i was afraid of what was coming next. Then, we were so smug about leaving NSS and our secondary school life. Now, i regret it a little. Because i left my best part of my teenagehood back there. And realising how hard we always try to match each others' schedules for a movie and dinner date (: Since all of us are single, i daresay we're girl/boyfriends of each other XD Like any other clicks, we do have our ups and downs, we had some people trying to break our friendship (thinking about it... we stuck through it together. TRUST. As if we were in a relationship with each other. But that time... the trust between us was solid that even that one person couldn't break us apart. I'm so proud of us...) and all sorts of things that led to some cold wars. Eventually, we got over it. Needless to say, recess was the best right? 30 minutes. 15 minutes used to wait for the rest to come out of class/walk down the stairs to the canteen, 10 minutes to queue up for food, 5 minutes ++++ spent on eating and chatting. We were always spending more than 30 minutes for recess but we were never late for class. We were the ones who always leave the canteen last (almost everytime... hahaha). Sometimes after school, we'd head to Mac to eat packets of large fries, ice cream, or just chat. How i miss those times (: See... that's why i think the rain makes me feel nostalgic. Anyway, we watched Push today. HORRIBLE. What were we supposed to bring back home from the story? There were so many plot holes... I was disappointed, honestly. After the movie, we contemplated on having lunch at BK, Swensen's or Sakura. We settled at Sakura eventually. We ate sweet and sour fish, crab (for only $9.80) and kang kong (: Talked a lot about our first year in Poly and stuff (: We're all in this together! :D Let's put in our all (: And believe or not, we went to Swensen's after that to have a regular earthquake treat from Viva. I WAS SO FULL! We wandered around for a while before walking me back home :DDDD Okay la, not to my flat but the bus stop nearby :3 Wanted to fetch Maira from school since we were very near but she didn't pick up her phone so.. yeah. But i'm hoping to meet her tomorrow to buy tickets for her school's OH. *excited. Hope to meet my childhood bestie, her and shawn daddee/soccer khaki/history partner. HEHEHE. How many times have i said that?! Ahh... today was quite a good day (: I came back, bath, did my prayers and after a while... My brother asked me to make him dinner. I'm glad it filled his stomach and my mum's too. Even though it was a very simple dinner... I ended up eating with them too. I ATE SO MUCH TODAY! DDDDD: But i'm still craving for sushi so i might head down to IMM tomorrow. I think i'm going to spend all my savings on food the way things are right now >< PS: PERFECT CUT 2!!! :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD |
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Keep holding on,
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