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Time, I've been patient for so long
how can i pretend to be so strong?
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OSN, 14061991Chinese/Malay, Muslim, RMIT (Bbus Mgt Finance Major) Year 2, TP Business - Banking & Finance (Graduate), B.I.G, TPVC. Loves God, family, friends, photography, videography, sports, music, movies - LOTR, Transformers, European history, Japanese & Korean culture, Julia Roberts, Whoopi Goldberg, huge KPop fan, books by Jodi Picoult, Stephenie Meyer & Khaled Hossen Tagboard
Exits
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05 April 2009, 2:51 pm
just a little upset Okay, this is it. Reject outings with my friends so many times in 2 weeks. I feel very depressed right now. I hate myself for being so weak and not being able to be strong enough. I hate having to reject them while i'm in bed; which might also mean that i'm being selfish - i ask them out but i cannot make it in the end. Sorry Joey and my dimwits. Promise we will meet one day soon before school starts. I need to meet my happy pills before everything starts falling apart in my life. And today, for some reason (i think i know why but quite unsure of my emotions right now) i'm feeling quite blue and angsty - and i hate it! DDD: Something i realised recently... I hate it when the home phone rings. SO NOISY LA. Maybe it's the ringtone... But then again, it has been years since we changed to the current one. I want peace! No phone calls, no disturbance from anyone. I think i want to be alone for at least a day. PS: Please God, please? |
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Keep holding on,
because you'll get there eventually. |
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