Sec 2 whereas..was like a typical happy-go-lucky type. I was a happy happy girl having super weird dreams (like how i dreamt that i was living in the kampong and my mum was leaving for the city to work.. I CRIED.. i woke up, laughed at myself, and cried again =.=). SUPER SUPER weird dreams. But towards the end of the year. Friendship seemed to be the worst. When someone strikes you back with a spear and still smiles at you, and you keep giving in and end up hurting yourself again. I read it over and over again, and this time, laughed really hard at myself. I believe i even posted what happened. I feel so.. awkward crying over these small things. So.. sec 2 was on friendship.

This year, i didn't write much in my journal. However, i started out by writing something on my family, and our rules and how sometimes i detest them, but yet know why they have these rules (i can't say it out here :D). In the beginning, everything was normal. I was talking about school, my gang (the dimwits!), and well.. Another category of low-lives who won't leave me alone. Like how that ass( who definitely thinks i'm stupid) confessed and played with my feelings. And another whom practically FORCED me to be his. I didn't have many to turn to. I talked to my mum about this though.. I learnt that sometimes.. you can't bring the relationship any further cos' maybe we're just meant to stay as friends. Furthermore, you can't be forced into something you don't want to be in. And i definitely lost a friend because of that reason. Anyways, this year, lots of posts on the "happenings in the computer lab" cos' we were very involved in the competitions and such. Like how Mr Dzul was called metrosexual and Mr Rusdy, the Gorilla (cos' he stomps his feet when he walks and it's as if he was bringing down the lab or something). Then there were some dramatic posts.. You know, like fan fictions. HAHA, i wrote some this year too.. then how i felt that my dimwits were the best. I've never met any set of friends whom i've been as close to as them. THEY'RE THE BEST! YOU HEARD THAT?! Hahaha. Also.. about how i treasure my best friends (Mingyi & Chris), and then came sec 3 camp. And a lot of confusion in the posts and such. AND MORE of people thinking that i'm seriously stuuupid. Let's not get to that again. And... how we came up with a new disease called "SHENGYANGIVITIES", cos' he kept talking and talking non-stop while eating at recess. HAHAHA.. Oh yes, i even wrote on my chats with Jickky (stinkbug no 2). And a couple on my mcdreamy :D I had 2 journals this year.. Cos' i doodled a lot of my journals. On the second one, i started off by writing on jealousy again. Hehe, on how i want my mum to pay more attention to me (which seems pretty hard cos'...) Then there was hari raya, METABOLISM (Jickky started saying that i might have a belly cos' i was eating a lot after hari raya). AHH YES.. My first skirt. XD My first skirt in my closet, on my trip to our 3EA end of the year BBQ, escape theme park with my dimwits, on the death at the yishun mrt, my recent trip to KL, and all those unexpected people i met in the same week. I almost died then. Kept asking mariam, my cousin, my mum.."WHY LIKE THAT LAAAAA....." So this year.. a lot of things ba.. Hahaha.

Feels great laughing at myself. XD

Anyways, cooked lunch for dad and bro today. Then went down to get instant noodles again. I'm eating a lot laa.. Hahaha.. Hope to catch Curse of the Golden Flower tomorrow morning with Mariam. And the picture i promised..

HAHA, and i'm charging my brother for everything he asks me to do. AHAHAHAH! Wheeee~! And i'm starting to quarrel so much lesser with him, we don't even fight anymore. XD Which is good. :D

DON"T STEAL! :)

loves, osn

, osn.

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