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Time, I've been patient for so long
how can i pretend to be so strong?
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OSN, 14061991Chinese/Malay, Muslim, RMIT (Bbus Mgt Finance Major) Year 2, TP Business - Banking & Finance (Graduate), B.I.G, TPVC. Loves God, family, friends, photography, videography, sports, music, movies - LOTR, Transformers, European history, Japanese & Korean culture, Julia Roberts, Whoopi Goldberg, huge KPop fan, books by Jodi Picoult, Stephenie Meyer & Khaled Hossen Tagboard
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25 December 2008, 12:21 pm
last one standing I've been disappointed by myself and by the people around me so many times that i've grown to not believe in promises already. Don't promise me anything unless you are sure that you will make it come true and that you will stick to your word. Because if you don't, you'll only hurt me again and again. It never stops, it will never end. Beijing trip's cancelled because my mum's having second thoughts - i'm so upset because it's not the first time. And just minutes ago, she promised me that we will travel to NZ and stay with my Chinese family there during the June holidays. Mark my words, she said she promised me. Just like today, she promised that we'll go out, Malaysia or anywhere i don't care really. But look what's happened. Don't promise, mum. I don't think i can hold it up to you after so many broken promises. I'm sorry. I do love you but most of the times, you hurt me by making such empty promises and changing your mind at the last minute. Today's a bad day; because i woke up from a bad dream and to wake to the news that i won't be able to go. |
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Keep holding on,
because you'll get there eventually. |
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