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Time, I've been patient for so long
how can i pretend to be so strong?
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OSN, 14061991Chinese/Malay, Muslim, RMIT (Bbus Mgt Finance Major) Year 2, TP Business - Banking & Finance (Graduate), B.I.G, TPVC. Loves God, family, friends, photography, videography, sports, music, movies - LOTR, Transformers, European history, Japanese & Korean culture, Julia Roberts, Whoopi Goldberg, huge KPop fan, books by Jodi Picoult, Stephenie Meyer & Khaled Hossen Tagboard
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01 December 2009, 9:47 pm
let me be. I need to have more confidence in myself. In what i do. In my tutorials. In what i write and my workings and my answers. The reason why i'm not confident at all is because i am lagging behind. Guess what. 3/4 of my workings were right today. But comparing mine with my friends' i erased almost everything off and re-did everything the way my friends did. Then, when my tutor flashed the answers, i had to erase everything off again and write my own workings back to the way it was. I'm so fed up with myself. This is not the first time. Maybe i don't trust myself anymore? Well, this stinks. Tests are next week. PFP this friday actually. And i'm not confident at any subject yet. But anyway, been feeling much better. No more wanting to punch anyone 8D No, really (: Crankiness all gone, which is super. I don't want to quarrel with anyone or be bothered by issues that i shouldn't be concerned with. However, i really need my dad to stop asking me to study hard. It seems to be the only thing he keeps saying to me since my O Levels. I KNOW. I am trying my best too. Sometimes i feel like giving up, but i remember what i need to do and what i want. So just let me be. I know what i have to do. A little pushing is good but not when your words keeping ringing in my ears ): PS: Tests, then term break, exams, then new AY. OMG YEAR 3?! |
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Keep holding on,
because you'll get there eventually. |
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