Something is definitely wrong with me. I think i've been thinking a lot - almost every step i take - that i'm losing my mind. I boarded the wrong bus again today. Ended up traveling for 1.5hrs back home. ARGH! I seriously felt like crying during the journey because 1) i felt so lonely 2) i was thinking of the amount of time i could've used to study at home 3) i was angry at how clumsy i am. Lucky i have a good sense of navigation (discovered this during the Science Race in sec 3, muahahahahaha) and found my way back home. I'm pretty confident to roam around Singapore all alone now :D That aside, i passed by my dream school (?) (: Something that has been on my mind ever since the talk with my stats tutor. Is this a sign from God? Is it good or bad? It might be bad... He might be telling me that 'just a glance... in case you can't reach your goal' ): I'm being so negative... probably because i haven't had the taste of true success (of achieving my biggest dreams and goals) all my life... Yeah, i daresay that. How sad huh? But i'm going to try my best nonetheless. It's time i put away all my worries, laziness and past disappointments aside and look forward to the future and how i'm going to get there. My dream school... so pretty! D:

Anyway, 19th of February is... ERIC LAM & EDMUND'S BIRTHDAY! And it's also the date i lost my rabbit.. Hahaha. Speaking of which, it's been 4 years! So fast.. Last year, we lost another one because of her old age.. 2 years ago, i lost my beloved grandpa. (I no longer cry when i think of him.. Because God said the soul will feel torment when we cry; so instead, i'll pray for him!) Ok so... Happy birthday you two. Wished Eric 2 minutes past midnight, only to receive a reply at 7 in the morning - LOL.

Things that remind me of Eric Lam:
1) I think it was the first week of secondary 2 that you asked me to smuggle up burgers up to class in my bag! DDDDDD: I emptied my bag of books and ran down to the canteen to buy burgers for lunch for the classmates who were busy playing monopoly.....
2) Fuji Apple - your face turn so red can.. Hahaha
3) You drew Ali Baba and named it after me.. o.0?!
4) I tore your graph paper and made it into a piece of art. HEHEHE
5) After you got braces, your saliva was everywhere okay! *kickyou
6) Whenever you say brb on msn, you'll come back 2-3 hours later and i'd assume you got stuck in the toilet bowl or you were brushing your teeth for a really long time
7) Ghost Whisperer. Woah that show made us start talking this year ah? XD
8) OH I REMEMBER. I walked in the rain with you to fetch Jerren and Edmund at the reservoir (we were supposed to meet at the garden... NOT THE RESERVOIR!)
9) When you're angry... it gets pretty scary :3

Okay i'll stop here before i reach 10. Overall, you're one of my good friends la (: Since sec 2. I hope you have/had a great birthday in school today. Hope to see you soon!

PS: MAILED OUT READY! YAYYYYYYYYY!
PPS: PassionArts next week at RP. Might be going with the dimwits... Are you? (:

, osn.

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