1) A loyal fan to the Reds till... forever.
2) A loyal FLAWESS FAN.

I got my crumpler today :D After a long debate on getting one, i think my dad and brother convinced me into buying one for school. Bro bought himself an orange laptop crumpler a month ago and i thought it was pretty nice. However, it was HUGE for me. Also, i was contemplating hard for a long time if i should get one. The main reason i didn't want one was because it was far too expensive and the most expensive thing that i've bought for myself was my Billabong bag last year. And that was like $60 ><

My family went for lunch at Sakura today with grandma and aunt. I barely ate half of my meal. I've lost my appetite already. For the past few days, i haven't been eating well. It's not any diet scheme but my illness instead. It's so bothersome :( I can't sleep at night because i keep coughing. So, i didn't really have a proper lunch today. Before lunch though, my dad asked me something that surprised both my mum and myself. XD HEEHEE. He said he thought of buying me a Canon camera (although not the one i want) for me to pick up the skills and take some shots as and when i feel like. I think he was referring to the Canon 40D. Honestly, i'd be very happy to own a 40D. Really, it'd be great. But i guess i'm constantly worried about money because of how the policies and whatnot change whenever i want to get something. It's so hard to breathe right now. I denied the offer :( I feel like crying, haha. I really wanted a Canon EOS 400D but i didn't reach my goal so i didn't get it. Now, my dad has actually offered me a Canon 40D and i've turned it down instantly. *pats self. I'll wait for a better time to tell him if i want it. Another reason why i turned the offer down, is probably because of the experience i had with a professional camera. My cousin has one (i don't know what model but it was GREAT) and i think he read my multiply (that i wanted a Canon EOS 400D) and he let me meddle with his camera for a while the other time. It was so heavy! I didn't expect it to be as heavy, HAHAHA. But yeah, it WAS heavy and i don't think i would like that. I would have to struggle carrying it around and taking photos. Third reason. Honestly, i enjoy taking landscapes and sceneries. And if you look at Singapore, we don't have such beautiful scenes to capture (like mountains and etc) so i won't be able to do what i really want. Okay so i'm starting to rant again. AAHHH, why am i feeling so glum about turning down the offer. =.= I didn't give much thought about it actually. It was so sudden... I was walking with my dad and midway, he mentioned about buying me the camera. I think he's excited for next year, HAHAHA. He sounds so happy for next year (: I hope he remains positive like that.

Bro's 21st is next Tuesday. I've got the compilation of the videos prepared. I just need to burn them into a CD, decorate it and then... Think of something to make his present look outstanding. HAHAHA I'm really excited to see the look on his face. I think he'll appreciate it a lot. With this compilation, he'd have the whole package to reminisce upon the night in Istanbul (YES YOU KNOW WHAT IT IS!) And maybe, MAYBE i'll buy a cake home. I'm such a good sister can? HAHAHA. He makes me angry and mad sometimes but still. He's my one and only brother <3

One more thing...

Oh my God, i miss you guys so much i'd sacrifice anything to see you guys NOW.

And this! A memory not to be forgotten. 16 year olds playing hide-and-seek in the lounge. LOL

Last but not least,

I miss my girlfriends terribly.


, osn.

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